(.")Only You(",)

2011-08-18T16:46:00.002+08:00

Trying to do this in my current shitty new office, no longer in Vships anymore thou. And this feeling rocks ttm ! Happiest time in this office as all the access are 'remove-ed' in my frigging com - only MINE frigging com have no access in anything.. Fuck their fucking life ! *

The things that happened recently in my FUP life is suffocating me. On and on and on, I reliased the changes in me. I'm no longer who i used to be.

Many BFF of mine realised the changes in me too. Tried to advise & be there, but nothing works. What I worried most is my best-of-best-est friend, DEPRESSION.

I seriously hope that I will not suffer from depression anymore !

I have such a hard time to standing up from that from the previous experience and thank god, Yunnie was there to pull me back from the sucidial act when I lost control previously.

I do not know if I would still have the strength & ability to win this war again.

I feel exhausted to cope with the EVERYTHING that happened.

Would there be someone to be there to pull me back again this time round ??

[ DEPRESS-ED ]

2011-01-15T02:08:00.003+08:00

To: Erlinda Lee

Darling,

Thanks for letting me know how important I'm to you in your life. Just to let you know that you are 1 of my most precious friend I obtain in my Felicious life.

I'm sorry, I let you shed your tears in public during our happy shopping day. Sorry that I made you worried & disappointed. But your tears allow me to understand truly how deep our bond is even though we're all tied up with different priority in life now.

Thanks for letting me know that wonderful friendship still do exist in my life.
Thanks for letting me know that someone out that still cares & love me.
Thanks for letting me know that ** ** *** ***** ** ** ** ****.
Thanks for letting me know that I'm not alone.
Thanks for letting me know that you'll always still be there no matter what happens.

A very big hug and thank you for all the love, care & concern, advise, scoldings & lecture.

Thanks for all the Sunshine & Rainbow today !

Love You Darling <3

XOXO,
BbFeL :D

2010-12-23T14:50:00.001+08:00

God, if you really love me, bring me along with you ..

2010-11-03T19:57:00.004+08:00

Sometimes I just hate growing up way too fast than the rest of the people around my age ! I just hope time can slow down for me so those behind me could catch up in par with me ~

I hope I could be that lil' Bb FeL that everyone dote & care for !!!!!

I wanna be PLAYFUL !!!

I wanna hack my life through and be IRRESPONSIBLE again !!!!!!

Relief me from all those different different kind of (Big & Small) stress please !!! I need a real real real break-free from all this so call "RESPONSIBILITIES" from a grown-up !!!

P/S: I'm not being emotional here... just felt REAL tired being an adult !

"People who TRY HARDER to look tough are usually those who REQUIRE more affection.."

2010-09-29T22:05:00.003+08:00

BABIES IN THE HOUSE YOZZZ !! ~*

My congratulation to [Vion & Larry] & their new-born babyboy (Davis), [Eve & Andy] & their babygirl (Kaixuan) ~*

More to come !!! :D - Awaiting for sister Fion's !!!

Wedding, wedding & MORE weddings !!!
Babies, babies & MORE babies !!

I'm gonna be an old hag SOON !!! There's more n more cuties out there calling me 'Auntie' !! GOSH *

Judging by the rate of my friends getting married these days, I can predict that i won't have many or rather, ANY 'Jie-Mei' aka 'Sisters' on MY wedding ! Will I even have a bride's mate ?! LOL !!

In the past, I kept telling my friend that I wana be the last to get married so that I can collect bigger 'Ang-bao' from them cos' their partner will definately be invited ! But somehow, I'm worried that this day will never come to me !!!

Marriage seems further n further away from me now ~ judging by the rate of my spendings, I think I can never support a kid ! -.-" I better be a good BbFel and not get anyone into this trouble with me ~ :D

P/s: DON'T BE MISTAKEN that I'm hinting to get married please ~ -.-"

呼...我喜欢就这样靠在你胸膛
呼...我喜欢没有时间没有方向
呼...我喜欢像这样爱的好自然
不用管别人投什么眼光
随你带着我四处的游荡
呼...我喜欢一醒来有你在身旁
呼...我喜欢赖在床上看你喝汤
呼...我喜欢你的手放在我肩膀
像是担心我会消失一样
为我每一寸消瘦瘦弱而感伤
好想就这样有你在身旁一直到天长

[ Babies all around ]

2010-09-07T22:31:00.006+08:00

Remember I once post up a Domo X Spongebob quite sometime ago ?? It was dup awesome with my favourite 2 character crossing over and making such PERFECT match..

And guess what I found today ?

Domo X Hello Kitty !!! OH MY GOSHHHHHHHHH * This is LOVES !! Another awesome cross over !! HK with Domo's mouth !! Cute isn't it ?! ♥

Credits : Wuming Kelvin

OMG !!! If anyone found stuff related to all these cross-over selling in SG, kindly please contact me !!

Someone pleaseeeeeeeee get me that Sanrio X BabyMilo's Hoodie (SGD315) & Watch (SGD$209) !!!!! Sooooooooo in loveeeeeeee with it !!! GOSH !!!! *

Thought that I could be determine not to walk-in to their new boutique to check out their latest 2010 collection but however, my fingers couldn't resist the temptation to click on their website & check them out -.-"

This is the bad point of technological advancement - A simple click to see the world ~!!!

TEMPTATION KILLSSSSSSSSSSS ~!!!

I need to work dup dup dup dup dup x10 hard to satisfy my ultimate demand !!!!!!!!

MISERABLE

[ Temptation Kill ]

2010-09-06T23:23:00.007+08:00

IT'S BEEN DUP LONG SINCE I DO A REAL PROPER POST HERE IN MY BLOG LIKE HOW I USED TO DO !!

Kinda miss that good'o'feel :D It reminds me of my super free 'Tai-Tai' & school days !! HAAA !!

Shall do a short & simple 1 tonight since I have some spare time ~

Saturday - [04.09.10]

A very sweet & lovely Saturday spend with my babyboy !!

Can anyone guess where were we ??

YEAPPPP !! It's the UNDERWATER WORLD !! FINALLYYYYYY *

Had been wanting to visit Underwater world like couple of years ago but found no kahkis that's as mad as me.. Well, I'm super glad that I've got my 'Madness Babyboy' now :D

My all time favourite - 笑笑魚

Named it 笑笑魚 (Smiley fish) simply bcos' it's always smiling !! An OPTIMISTIC Stingray ~!! I LIKE ! And I personally SUPER IN LOVE with that picture captured above ~ Super nicely taken !!

I think the Stingray above its a Female cos it has got reddish lipstick on ! HAHAHAH ! (Random!)

Loy wana 笑笑 too !! CUTE !

Finally managed to capture the fishes as background !!

You can view the rest of the picture HERE.

I hereby announce that 'WE HAVE CONQUER THE UNDERWATER WORLD TOGETHER ~~ !!!!!! *'

Aftermaths, we went to explore RWS again ! The Q at USS is just total madness ~ I'm sooooo glad that I went there before already else I wouldn't wana spend my time Q-ing for ENTRY like at 7pm ?!?! -.-"

OHHHH ~ and not to forget, we finally had CHILIS !!! YUMs to my FATTY FAT LIFE again !!!

We found this super nice bling-ish lift !! CHIO-ness ttm !!!

Chic aint it ?

♥

Ohhhh, and you can follow me in Tumblr !
[Apologise for the less updates in blogger & tumblr !!]

P.s - I finally got my Iphone 4 ! A very nice gadget with lots of Apps ! Goodbye lousy Omnia 2 and HELLO 'Lovlicious' !!

[ Love in the air ]

2010-08-15T22:21:00.004+08:00

It's been almost a month since I post something here.

My life is facing a drastic change since then.....

Instead of saying "Goodbye to Vships", I'm saying "WELCOME BACK VSHIPS " !!! -.-" Many of you may say or think that I'm very 没出息 but people around me would knows that NOTHING BEATS MY FAMILY ~

I'm no longer young, I can't just leave my job w/o having to find another alternative 1st !

I can't just take my last pay and hoping to survive on that for the rest of the time till i found another job !

I can't just throw all the bills and expenses back to Mummy and expect her to settle EVERYTHING again !

I CANNOT BE SO IRRESPONSIBLE !!!

Anyway, I wanna thank my boss for trying all his best to fight for me all the good T&C. Thank everybody who wanted very much for me to stay ~ I'M BACK !! Hehehehe *

Sorry to disappoint those that wanted me to leave so badly ~ I'VE DECIDED TO STAY !! :P

Sighhhh ~ I have not get a thing from my list of demand yet !! -.-" FAINT !! Any kind soul wana help get rid of 1 from my list, pleaseeeeeeeeee ?!!!!

♥ I Miss Shopping like CRAZY ♥

[ Need some RETAIL therapy ]

2010-07-22T01:15:00.002+08:00

Honey Steffy, the sudden thought of you is here again !!! IMY ♥

My mummy's painful day is approaching in 3 days time. Are you coming in my dreams to 祝我生日快乐 ???

... I'll be waiting for you even if it's a belated wish. Just wish to see you in my dreams. Come tell me if everything's alright over at the other end.

It's been 6 months plus since you left. But everything still seems like yesterday.....

I'll be dating your Tan family next Thursday together with Xiang to 吃好料 !! :D Talking about 好料 makes you hungry now right ?! Hehehehe !!

I'll definately visit you after I left Vships and bring you YUMMIES !! I've got so much so much so much things to tell you !!! Wait patiently for me alright ?!

❤❤❤❤❤

［千言万语,竟在不严中］

2010-07-20T19:13:00.002+08:00

Prolly around less than 14 days more and I'm gonna say GOODBYE to Vships !! Many of you would said that I'm making a hush decision, but, to be exact, I've actually considered it for more than A YEAR+ !!

I think is time for me to move on to another stage of life and work towards my goal and my better future. Since the management couldn't give me what I expect and they can't fulfill what they HAD promised since A YEAR ago then I shall proceed on to the next path!!

I'm sorry guys I'm gonna left all of you for good. Don't worry ~ We can still meet up for a simple quick catch up session :D

But ironically, my demands are getting way haywire !!

Current demands are as follows :-
1. Gucci Wallet (Aim-ed)
2. Flip-flop (Aim-ed)
3. Hand carry bag (Look for a 'universal' kind. simply match all kinds of dressing !)
4. Watch (But I still like my super 'chio' + cheap Casio gold watch from Mustafa - $25 !!)
5. Man-U Jersey (Have yet to get it since their last season -.-")
6. HANDPHONE (My current 1 is in serious critical condition already ~)
7. Short gateway trip ♥
8. TONNES OF $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ (How to fulfill all demands when I've got no pennies ?!)

YESSSSS ~ just a very short list of DEMANDS that would cost a huge bomb in my entire savings again !!! BE THRIFTY FELICIA ~~!!! *SLAP*

5 more days to 周杰伦 2010 世界巡回演唱会 ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
Super-ly looking forward for that day to come !!! I'll be there even if the sky is falling DOWN ~!!

Yay ~ Excited !!! 6 more days to Mummy's painful day 2* years ago !!! USS 我来了 !! 哈哈哈 ~

2010-07-12T23:13:00.002+08:00

Days are as usual boring. Dragged myself to work and look forward till 5.30pm. Monday looking forward to Friday ~ SiGh ~

I needa change my job and a change of my unhealthy lifestyle !!!

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

Simply LOvES my lasst weekend ♥

Finally get to meet up with my beloved BeiBei ♥ ♥ Simply missssssss her so much !!

I think I've put on A LOT of KGs recently !!!!

Watched [Despicable Me] and it's was extremely AWESOME !!!! Simple love Agnes TTM ~ It's been sooooo long since I love a movie SOOOOOO MUCHHHHHHH ~

" It's so fluffy, I'm gonna dieeeee ~* "

The song keeps running over and over and over my mind ~ More impact than Jay's song !!!

Life is simple, but that's all that I ever wanted . . . . . . ♥

P/S: Good luck and all the best in your job hunt, FELICIA ~ work hard and save even harder so you can give Mummy a better life than what she expect from YOU !! - It's always so nice to you smile :D

[ It's so fluffy ]

2010-06-29T19:29:00.004+08:00

Insomnia is getting from bad to worst to WORST-EST!

I feel AS IF I'm dying SOON !!!

I DESPERATELY NEED SLEEP ~!!!!

3 weeks of nightlife-less yet, total hours of sleep I got is still PATHETIC ! Tried all sorts of ways but still miserably failed.

WHAT SHOULD I DO TO GET BACK MY 15 HOURS OF BEAUTY SLEEP ?!

Well, Thank You Amanda Jie for the editing the pretty pic above !!! It's so nice & sweet of you to always shower me with little surprises & gifts !!

You'll never fail to forget about me even when you're trying out your new apps on your phone - EDITING MY PICTURE instead of your own! :)

This pic really surprise & brighten up my super boring morning when I open my email :D

Hehehehehe !! Ty ty ~ I really love it !!

Suddenly I realized the advantages of having an Iphone!! Goodbye Blackberry White (9700) ~ I will bring you home when I strike big for sure!! WAIT FOR MEEEEE ~~

[ Love in Da club ]

2010-06-16T23:13:00.003+08:00

How much can 1 entrust in another ?!

2010-06-13T16:09:00.003+08:00

Got myself a NEW PINKILICIOUS ~*

I invest my entire saving on that and I hope I don't lost it again!! -.-"
[ An advance birthday present for myself in the year 2010! ]

NO MORE impulse & excessive spending on other items!!!

Next Target:
- Iphone 4G ( Advance X'mas present for myself! )
- New HP for Mummy ( Mummy's Neccessity )
- Mini Hifi (Home Necessity )
- Tv ( Home Necessity )

I hope in the mean time, no others electrical items broke down at home!! Felicia's poor employee ( I should say an under paid employee).

It's JUNE~ I hope I got my well-deserved pay-rise so that I can SAVE MORE till the next IT show in Sept/Dec~!!!

Growing up is a hassel~!!!
Big > bigger , heavy > hervier burden!!

Contribution to my home necessities and bills's sucha HUGE BOMB!!
Mummy's allowance is also another headache!!!
I need MORE MOLAHS~

Jiayou Felicia!! Work harder ; Save harder!!
Go on FeL~ You can do better!!

Gdbye old Pinkilicious~ R.i.P. with your new owner :(

[ Tx1 will always be remembered! ]

2010-06-06T23:58:00.004+08:00

I've got a strong feeling that ever since that 'incident', her impression for me dropped miserably and she detest me ttm now.

I can feel the tension whenever I see her. I'm feeling the pressure that I've never once encounter before.

Well, maybe is Female's most sensitive and accurate 6th sense! I'm very sure that I'm NOT over-sensing it~

That's nothing much I can comment or do right now. We all shall just walk and see and hope that things will get a lil better in future.

Please be friendlier, I won't bite :D

On a lighter note, thanks BebeAloysius for the sweetness and warmth! <3

[ I won't bite! ]

2010-05-29T09:41:00.002+08:00

Sigh~ Unfortunate things keep tremble on Felicia !!
So.. What's next ?!

Losing the strength to hold on..
Losing faith in life..
Losing hope for the better in my life..
Losing my "Sunshine-ness"..

Please help Felicia, will you?

2010-05-27T13:14:00.004+08:00

I'm very much affected by the fact that someone can simply judge/comment on me simply by what I had post in my blog ???!!!

Ask yourself, how much / how well do you know me ?

I supposed if my close friends & relatives out there read this, they will be shock-ed ! -.-"

I grumble a bit in Msn before I decided to post this. Thanks all my friends out there supporting me :D I'm glad that at least there're still a handful of you guys that truly knows me inside out.

There's a saying "Do Not Judge a Book By Its Cover" yet, people out there are judging me by MY BLOG?!

Please be fair!

[Laughs]

Kindly please stop streotyping :D

Judge me only when you know me in person :)

I won't bite! :P

2010-05-26T00:27:00.001+08:00

我假装过去不重要
却发现自己办不到

Ignorance will never be bliss

能不能就这样忍著痛泪不掉 ?

2010-05-20T20:49:00.002+08:00

WTF are you thinking, FELICIA LIM~!!!!

Please stop all your nonsense before nonsense gets all over you!!

Please please please try to relax, relax, relax and be calm, be calm, be calm!!! Don't carry the whole fucking world upon you!!! You are just a fucking normal human being, ain't a saint~!!!

Stop all the paranoids and all the unnecessary excessive thinking of 'stupid' stuff can?!! VOICE OUT if you are unhappy!! DO NOT FUCKING BEAR ALL THE CAUSED AND EFFECT ALL UPON YOURSELF!!!!

It frigging takes 2 hands to clap!!

If you want the cycle to stop, you have to win yourself first! Do you bloody understand that - FELICIA LIM?!!

Stop faking your bloody smile and acts cheerful all the time!! No one will knows what you are thinking!!

Stop emo-ing alone!!

Relax and go the bed please!!!

2010-05-14T19:51:00.004+08:00

LETHARGIC~!!!!

If only I could turn back time, I wana make everything back at ONE~!!!

Back to the time when I had my first cry and starts ALL OVER again~!!!

小時候的日子自由自在 ~*

The Lil' precious Princess at home, the one and only female baby running in the family back then. The love, care, concern, pampered by everyone in the house~!!

Worry-less~!!! Stress-less~!!! Penni-less but H-A-P-P-I-N-E-S-S!!

====================================================================

My brain's totally shut-off right now!! I could feel that pain pierce right through my heart. After all that I've been through, that's what I get back right at the end. [Speechless].

Baobei Wen & Dearest Yun..
"WHERE ARE YOU?!!
I NEED YOU BADLY NOW ~!!!!! N-O-W!!!"

YAY. There goes that ~~HAPPY FELICIA~~~ Say Goodbye ~~!!

P.s: When I need you the most, where are you?

[ Goodbye ~~Happy Felicia~~ ~ ]

2010-05-10T20:00:00.005+08:00

FELICIA IS CAUGHT IN A "SIBEI JIALAT" SITUATION~!!!!

1. Iphone 4g or Bb Bold 2 (White)?

Iphone - I just simply love all the apps~ Esp the map thingy. I felt so much safer to "bring" a map out with me. Super essential for people with no sense of directions - LIKE ME!

9700 - The only reason for me to love this Bb - That SUPER CHIO + SYLISH white!! Finally the white Bb that I've long waited is gonna be out soon. White + BlingS = Indescribable

But yah, 4g is gonna be out soon too~!! (Almost at the same time)

"Ruk sam sao" - caught in a bad romanace with these 2 phones!

2. Change job or stayed till I found a job?!

This is something I seriously wanna complaint about~!! Not that I wana be an old hag or whatever shit~! This is seriously bothering me as long as I AM in Vships!!

Time flies, it's been a year plus since I worked there. First day of work with Steffy is still so vividly flashing across my mind~!! I can still remember so clearly what she wore on her 1st day of work!! (Ok, side track !)

Initially, when I decided to stay, the only reason is - Amanda & Steffy.

Now that my dearest Steffy is gone, my ONLY motivation is Amanda ever since 1st Jan 2010. I have to drag myself to work every morning, grumble my way thru from that whatever timing I reach office till I knock off.

Pay sucks, management sucks, leave sucks, benefit & incentive sucks!

The only good reason for me to stay is my flexible working hours and that last min apply of URGENT LEAVE! I believe no such company can let me have such "special" benefit :D

3. I DO NOT FEEL LIKE MENTIONING HERE!

Trust
/trʌst/ Show Spelled[truhst] Show IPA
–noun
1. reliance on the integrity, strength, ability, surety, etc., of a person or thing; confidence.
2. confident expectation of something; hope.
3. confidence in the certainty of future payment for property or goods received; credit: to sell merchandise on trust.
4. a person on whom or thing on which one relies: God is my trust.
5. the condition of one to whom something has been entrusted.
6. the obligation or responsibility imposed on a person in whom confidence or authority is placed: a position of trust.
7. charge, custody, or care: to leave valuables in someone's trust.
8. something committed or entrusted to one's care for use or safekeeping, as an office, duty, or the like; responsibility; charge.
9. Law .
a. a fiduciary relationship in which one person (the trustee) holds the title to property (the trust estate or trust property) for the benefit of another (the beneficiary).
b. the property or funds so held.
10. Commerce .
a. an illegal combination of industrial or commercial companies in which the stock of the constituent companies is controlled by a central board of trustees, thus making it possible to manage the companies so as to minimize production costs, control prices, eliminate competition, etc.
b. any large industrial or commercial corporation or combination having a monopolistic or semi monopolistic control over the production of some commodity or service.
11. Archaic . reliability.

Just a simple word made up of 5 alphabet has like at least 11 explanations ......

"It takes years to build trust, seconds to destroy it"

♥ A lighter note on this grumpy Monday for Felicia ♥

No matter what happened, no matter what takes place. Life still goes on. Since there's no control of what would happen next, live life to the fullest and ENJOY THE MOMENT while you still can.

Go on FeL~* You can do better!! :D

[ Life still goes on ]

2010-05-04T23:06:00.010+08:00

YAY YAY YAY~*

I finally managed to buy my Jay Chou World Tour 2010 tickets!!!!!

"I HAVE A DATE WITH JAY CHOU ON MY BDAE-EVE~~" wheee~

A very big thanks to BOTH sponsor and all "initiated" sponsors for my lovely ticket!! I LOVE YOU ALL MAK MAK NA~

Frankly speaking, I'm over-whelmed by all the happy stuff that happened in my life recently.
It's too blissful to be true!!!
Other than financial issue that's still bothering me, I really have no much request anymore~

Thanks everyone that's with me and by my side all these while~
Sorry, I'm afraid I left out names so instead I used the word 'EVERYONE'.
You know who you are~~~

I ♥ ALL OF YOUUUUUUUUU~*

[ ♥ YOU ]

2010-04-28T20:53:00.002+08:00

I've finally throw a stone outta me and now I'm feeling soooo soooo sooo much lighter!! :D

I'm sucha 'HAPPY FELICIA' for the past few days!!!

Even though I understand that all good things come to an end, I'm very contented with what I have now!!

1 lesser worry on hand~*

... And for the rest of the thing, I will try hard to overcome them 1 step at a time!

Throw away that ~~EMO FELICIA~~ & welcome HAPPY FELICIA~* :D

2010-04-27T09:49:00.001+08:00

A new Cammy :D

A HAPPY FELICIA~**

Thank you mak mak!!

LOVESSS <3

2010-04-25T19:24:00.002+08:00

I fucking lost my 21st birthday present @ Dfly last night!!!!

So what if the whole world can buy me a new cam?!

You peep do not know how precious and priceless that camera meant to me!!

I'm fucking sad and fucking speechless about my loss...

I used all my strength to curse that CCB who took my camera!!!!! May your face be disfigured, hands and legs become dread log, all your teeth will drop when you smile to my cam!!! MAY YOU DIE IN A HORRIBLE STATE!!!!! KNNCCBBBBBBBB!!!!

2010-04-20T13:54:00.003+08:00

I'm such a unwanted animal staying on this big big world.

Silly people falls into emo-state but FeL's not~!

Try crashing everything down on me and I'll still stand tall~!!

I'm small in size yet strong in will~

I'm a Barbie girl in a barbie world.

Life in plastic, it's fantastic!

... I'm FAKE!
[I'm actually SQUASHED~!]

2010-04-16T00:40:00.002+08:00

Time to go for a change~

I believe I can do it~!!! Jiayou FeL~!! :D

Job hunt on the block!!!!

[ Any job lobang? ]

2010-04-10T01:58:00.001+08:00

I'M FEELING SHITTY RIGHT NOW~

Yes! I'm sucha emo bitch! Leroy always said that my blog is boring. Why?! Cos' I've got nothing much to share with anymore.

Days to Weeks to Months - No matter what I do, no matter how much I laugh, no matter how happy I seem, they are all FAKES!

How long more do I need to endure with all these?!!

I know that there are certain in life now that I have to let go so that I can be happier. But, I just couldn't let myself do it. Everything seems like trashing on me now!

[ FML ]

2010-04-01T00:47:00.009+08:00

Emo Emo Emo Emo~

HAD BEEN pester by tonnes and tonnes of stuffs FOR SO LONG till I couldn't breath, till I feel like Fcuk care-ing everything and just DIE!!! I'm so tired of faking my smile in front of everyone but I HAVE TO~!!!

Drama Drama Drama Drama~

I find that my life is way tooooooooo dramatic for me to accept and digest. FEL is feeling really exhausted~!! Really really really extremely exhausted~!!

I REALLY REALLY FELT DRAINED~!!!

I need a break but I couldn't stop working!
I need to save but I din't earn enough!
I need a true close friend but I have tonnes of fakes!
I need a better job but no one calls me back!
I need loves but I received attitude!!!!

Ironic, Ironic, Ironic, Ironic!!!!

[ Drain-ed ]

2010-03-26T14:57:00.002+08:00

[ EMO~* ]

2010-03-21T14:01:00.004+08:00

1st dine-out family dinner with "Da-Sao" after she officially become Mrs Lim ♥
Love my Family Day!!!
Love my Lim/Choo Family~!!!

The funniest birthday cake I seen so far in 2010. LOL!
Fidelia Tan aka B1 aka ribbonFly
Happy Sweet 2*rd Birthday~!!! :D
Hahahahahah!!! Opps. =X
Loves <3

[ Emo-ing ]

2010-03-11T09:29:00.002+08:00

OMFG!!! THIS IS EFFING ADORABLE ISN'T IT?!!!! OMG OMG OMG OMG~!!!!
[Spongebob X Domokun] :D

DAMN!!! I wanna go look for the toys or anything related to it~!!!!!

YES!!! Finally got my Macbook with many loves!!! - Will be collecting it next week! HAHAHAHA~ Can't stop smiling!! FINALLY A MACBOOK!! OMG OMG OMG~~ Bloody shit~! <3

More excuses to stay home~! New toys to play with! HAHAHAHAHA~ I can drop my NDSL aside and start playing with my old macDonald have a farm, eeeyar eeeyar OOOOOOO~

Awaiting for 4G Iphone to launch and I can classify myself as an ULTIMATE APPLE SUPPORTOR!! Wheeee~~~!!! Apple is LOVE! <3

2010-03-06T17:01:00.004+08:00

I've seems to lose my "sunshine" again.. Why does this happened all the time?! Why can't I just be happy all the way?

I'm demanding for simplicity. Ain't complexion.! Don't screw up my life please~

The High-Flyers

The picture will be perfect if all of them were there...

P.S: Happy sweet 25th Birthday to my Buddy - Lincoln Khoo! :D

[ Lost Soul ]

2010-03-01T23:08:00.003+08:00

Family picture 17.01.2010 :) - New addition member into our 3 mans team! :D

3 ladies ; 1 men :D

I hearts them ALL!!! ♥

[♥♥♥♥]

2010-03-01T21:41:00.004+08:00

Days had been sucky for me ever since the 1st day of CNY~!!

I suddenly felt as if I've lost my way and lost my sense of direction to persevere in what I believe is right since young! I seriously had becoming like my Fucking D.!

Day by day, I've been wondering off further and further and further and further.....

What I really want in life?!

What am I fighting for in life?!

Serious FML please~!!!!!
I totally screw it all up.
[LOVE. CAREER. FAMILY. HEALTH]
I Fscrewed them totally!!
Every single 1 of them!

Right now, all I wish is to climb up from that fucking state and get back to the correct track again.
I do not have time to spare and let others worried about me.
I need to get back up ASAP!!!!+

*SLAP FEL~*

"when things knock me down, just get back up,
when they knock me down~!!~!!!"

" Life may be tedious, but love ones are your motivations :D "

Drew this for T.T. one fine morning when he goes short fuse and make me angry SO EARLY IN THE MORNING!!! I swear I'm cursing him when I'm drawing this!! He made me even more angry when he replied my MMS with "WTF"! He shall be HANGMAN!!!

2010-02-20T23:51:00.006+08:00

I'm back blogging after almost a month with no entry :)

As usual, I'm busy clubbing and drinking till my liver almost got burnt! Why am I leading this kind of lifestyle? So resemblance to my fucking D.!

I hate him and yet I'm living behind his shadow. Gambling, drinking and what's next? FLIRTING?! I hope so.

And talking about flirting, recently I heard god-damn load'O fucking rumours about me. And I swear I'm gonna slap whoever that continue spreading it.

FeL is seriously fucking angry!!!

You people better watch your freaking mouth before I start making a big fuss about URS untrue story as well. You guys know I'm capable of it too right?

So, better SHUT THE FUCK UP before you get on my full nerves!!

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

CNY is a piece of fucking shit this year.

Nothing much to elaborate on.

Vday is well spend with my Baobei singing ktv @ Shenton + gambling @ joyce's nest winning $40. LOL!

What's more, still love Beibei the most! Vday also never failed to meet up! :D

No matter rain or shine, rich or poor, happy or sad, she's always there with me.

When I did something wrong, she'll sure be the 1st to stop and scold.
When I did something right, she'll always be the 1st to praise me.
When I sad, she'll always be there for me w/o fail.
When I happy, she laugh with me.
When I'm angry, she's more furious.

... Thanks Baobei for always being there to share my joy and melancholy. ♥

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

Dreamt of Honey on [19.02.10] when I took my power nap before heading out to meet the usual for Terence's big day.

Yeah, though it was a short and quick 1 (cos stupid Ter's phone call WOKE ME UP!!!), but I'm really happy that I finally dream of her!!

Dear Honey,

Thanks for popping by in my dreams! I hope you can come again and you'll always be the most welcome!! :D Sorry, I've got sleeping disorder lately, that's why you could hardly enter my dreams.

It's sucha waste that I couldn't get to see your beautiful face. But nonetheless, I'm very sure you will visit me soon right?!!

I've got so much so much so much things to complain!! Come, come, come!! I need a HTH talk~

Oh btw, Aman bought you MM cookies from JP!! Sorry I forgot to bring it to you on Thursday. Did you received the things that we bought for you?!!

"Heh heh, you must be enjoying playing the MJ I bought for you these few days right?!" LOL~

Last but the least, honey, I still miss you god-damn much!! Hope you will be good in that another world. Be good ok? I'll visit you in another 49 more days again!!

I'll definately get you that OCK puff in my next visit.!!

Love Me!

P.S: I've loaded a couple of albums in my FB. Do check them out~

[ Fuck Rumour ; Dream MORE~ ]

2010-01-23T01:57:00.000+08:00

♥ HAPPY SWEET 21ST TO MY DEAREST STEFFY HONEY ♥

It's 23.01.2010, the day that you and all of us have been waiting for - to get together and pay you a visit on this special day!

First and foremost, "Happy Birthday Honey~!!".

Yeah, I might not be able to take lots of pictures with you on this special day of yours anymore. But I'm really gladiolus that your family had invited me to pay you a visit on this special occasion of yours.

I hope you love all the sinful food we've bought for you :) Hope you'll become fatter! xD

Chatted with your mummy just now. Yup! She's very strong. And I'm glad that all your family members & friends are~!!

I know that your can't bear to leave us. But that's fate darling. God loves you. That's why he is bringing you to stay with him and those cute and sweet angels - because he "sayang" you more than us so, you're there first.

So my dear Honey, be a good girl alright?

Move on and stay in your "new home". Don't go back and stay in your old house anymore. You don't want us to worry for you again right? Staying at your old house is not good for you so, please my dear, please move on and stay at your "new home".

Fel promise you that she will go visit and accompany you to chit-chat and "irritate" you when she got the time. Alright honey?!

Secondly, seriously, I'm trying to be a good girl. That explains why I'm able to blog this post for you on this lovely Saturday night - FEL DID NOT GO CLUB & DRINK TODAY~!!!

"- Remember to eat breakfast
- Remember to take good care of myself
- Remember to drink less
- Remember to club lesser
- Remember to * lesser
- Remember to shop lesser
- Remember to save money
- Remember not to step in further
- etc, etc."

YES! I still remember all the things that you've once said to me. Everything still remains very vividly running though my head all the times, anytime ; anywhere.

No worries about FEL anymore alright?

Thirdly, I hope you can bare in mind whatever things I talk to you today at your "new home". I really hope you can hear them. Come to my dreams and tell me if you heard them!!

I'm sorry I promised to bring you OCK's mushroom puff. But that bloody shop wasn't open on Saturday!! I thought it was so I din't get it on the previous day thinking that I would want you to enjoy a fresher ones.

Promise you I'll get you 1 when I pay you the next visit.!!

Lastly, I still wishes you will be happy in that another life you got. Come to my dreams and talk to me more about it alright? IMY ♥

[ "Happy Birthday" AhTan ]

2010-01-21T23:12:00.003+08:00

Finally done shopping for AhTan's pressie! :)

I hope she won't find them FATTENING! ♥ Hahahaha!!

Tomorrow is Friday!! Who don't love Fridays?

But FeL DON'T!

Friday = Work = 13 freaking hours!

I'm still thinking if I wanna go Zouk-ing on tomorrow after work cos I've gotta wake up real early to visit AhTan at her "New Home". Aftermaths, I needa go pick up some stocks and pass to my valued-custormers!

I'm so packed with stuff to do till I've got no time to source for my 4th job!

Money not enough ; Time not enough!

I'm feeling real lethargic but I think I'm still able to squeeze out some time for my 4th. WISH ME GOOD LUCK!

Just hope that I don't fall ill cos' - 1 day MC = ALOT OF $$$$!

Oh yah, I think the guy that sits opposite my desk (Chandra), finally got "irritated" by my "NON-STOP REMIX"! WAHAHAHAHA! Before he sits in front of me, I'm already coughing real loud till he could hear from his far away old seat.

After months of sitting in front of me, FEL IS STILL COUGHING!! :D

Happened to saw Chandra during my 10mins break from the training today and he pop out a question right at my face which makes me go %#$^$#!#%!#.

"Why are you always sick ah?!"

WHAT THE HELL~ HOW AM I GOING TO ANSWER YOUR QUESTION? If I know, do you think I wish to be sick?! -.-" LAME!

Back to training's role-play part and he said something FUCKING HILARIOUS till I couldn't held but laugh out frigging loudly!!

A: "Oh, may I know which department are you from?"
Chandra: "Oh, I'm so sorry. I'm not really sure~!!"
A: "................................." [She don't know how to go on]
FeL: "HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~".

And the worst part is that HE DIDN'T REALISED HE SAID SOMETHING WRONG!!!

Ok. I know I'm very random.
Gotta go catch some rest before Friday approach! :D
Night peeps!

[ No Time = No Money ]

2010-01-20T22:13:00.002+08:00

Sigh~ Suddenly those emo monster came bugging at me again!

Well, thought that FEL was already well better off alone for a long time. But I was wrong!!

What am I perusing?

What satisfy me?

What do I actually want in life?

What I actually like/dislike?

And WHAT THE FUCK am I doing now?

- Screwing up my frigging life!!

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I just wish to sleep forever - please do not bother to wake me up!
[Thanks for your cooperation. Any inconvenient caused is truly regretted.]

[ Cruel Life ]

2010-01-18T19:55:00.022+08:00

[17.01.2010]

Special Congratulation to Jasper & Mavis on their new marriage life!

-"Kor & Da-Sao"-

Welcome Mavis to my 'LIM' family - Mrs Jasper Lim! xD

Pictures pictures -

the very pretty tea & bowl set!

"Xi"

me & my sotong hair!

2 pretty cousin & 1 handsome cousin-in-law at the back!

my very cute darling with his new specs! ♥

my 2nd auntie and her family~

♥ AUNTY CATHERINE!! <33>

A VERY FATHERLY LOVE. By: Adrain

cutie darling!

my 2 nieces & 3 nephews!

Dong dong says: "Yiyi very pretty!" HAHAHAH!! xD

cousiiee and cousiiee-in-law

Uncless

my precious GrandMa and her 4 generations~!! :))

my beautiful MUMMY ♥

yous truly ~♥ looks frigging TIRED!

You can view rest of the pictures HERE.

[18.01.2010]

I'm so lethargic that I overslept for work today! Thanks to the wedding!! @#%$#%^. But well, I'm really glad that all's over now. And everything was a big success!!

Things go according to schedule and nothing goes wrong!! - Thanks ALL parties involved!

Thanks Kelvin for sending me & my 3 MA's to the wedding!

My precious house is now so clean and neat, other than my wardrobe! Shall pack it when I got the time to do so and pass Beibei the clothes....

P.s: I create a chaos at work today cos' I don't know what went wrong and boss didn't received my SMS though I forward a copy to him too. (All parties received other than him!) And nobody could locate me cos I KO-ed~! :D

>>>>>>>>>>

To Suxin
I'm very surprise that you actually read my blog!! Thanks for all the comforting words. Please stay strong as the family needs you a lot! And you still need to take care of your brother on behalf of your jie too.

Study hard and be happy. You jie wouldn't wanna see you all get so sad over her.

Remember about the dream thingy? I believe she will go in your dreams someday. Let's wait patiently alright?!

Do remember to take care of yourself and I will see you on this Saturday. If there's more details, please SMS me to update me alright?! :)

Cheer Up!! ♥

[ LOVE is in the air ♥ ]

2010-01-16T18:31:00.002+08:00

[16.01.10]

15 days had gone. But your image is still very vividly flashing across my mind. Where are you now my dear Honey? Why did you appeared in Beibei & Shidah's dream but not mine??!!

Since yesterday, the thought of you suddenly became very strong!! I thought that I've manage to surpress them all deep down already. But lil' did I know that I still can't lie to myself.

I knew that I shouldn't have said this. And I should have live and move on with my life happily w/o you already. But I REALLY STILL MISSES YOU ALOT!!

I seriously missed your naggy-ness! PLEASE COME AND NAG ME!!!

Life have been going on well for me w/o your existence for the past 15 days.

Suxin and family have been very strong too. So you don't have to worry. I've been consistently contacting Suxin and getting updates of everyone in your family - Your mummy is very sweet too. Just like you!

As for Yixiang, I'm very proud of him too. The last time I chatted with him was days before he went for his trip. He is doing good too.! Although, I can sense that he is not that good when he talk about the day the incident happened, but at least, he is trying!
[Oh, and i asked him to wear that shirt you bought for him to visit you next Saturday!! Are you enthusiastic to see him?!! I KNOW YOU ARE!! DON'T DENYING!! Heehee!!]

I'll be visiting you at your new home in exactly 1 more week!! Are you excited to see me?! I will be bringing you some of your favourite food together with your beloved friends, family and your YIXIANG, for you to share with your new friends out there. I'm sorry, your mummy says that we can't bring any gifts for you on that day, we are only asked to bring you all your favourite food.

But nonetheless, I know as long as me and the rest were there, you will be very delighted already, right? :)

I will try to search for the nicest MM plush you like and give it to you on your 49th day alright? So just wait patiently!!

So my dear Silly, if you are reading this from the above, please blessed everyone of them including me too, alright?! Oh, and don't forget to come into my dreams and give me 4 good-winning numbers so that I can strike 4D on your behalf ah~!! xD

I missed letting you scold every Wednesday cos' of 4D. Heehee! So I'm here to provoke you so that you will enter my sweet dream tonight and scold me!! Don't hide anymore, I know you had been enduring hard for the past few days! :P

... And talking about 4D, I still remembered very clearly that I woke you up from your super sweet dreams telling you that WE strike 4D~ HAHAHA!!

And ended up, I made a mistake because I remembered the number WE bought wrongly! HAHAHAH!! $500 gone~ You $#^%^&*% me a lil' and went back to your sweet dreams and continue your $#@%&^# the next day you see me! Heehee!

K, I think I gonna stop before you ask me not to "irritate" you again!! AH! I miss that word "irritate" coming out from your mouth!! Come, come and scold me tonight ah!!

I DON'T FREAKING CARE!! IT'S A DEAL~! SEE YOU TONIGHT!!

P.s: Marlon bought you your favourite Tarts from Pilippines!! 1 whole box hor!! I will bring it to you on Saturday too~ Please pray hard I don't finished them before Saturday comes! :)

I know if your are here, you confirm will let me finish them. But I DON'T HAVE YOUR PERMISSION NOW LA~
[Still the same sentence, "COME TO MY DREAMS - tell me if you allow me to eat your food!!"] Heehee!

[ I STILL MISS YOU!! ]

2010-01-15T16:23:00.002+08:00

TBIF~

I'm fucking bored in the office right now - that explain why I'm blogging in such hours.

Tonnes of things just fell on my head in the office. Bek-Cek!! I don't know why, I just felt super lowly paid~!

I'm fine with having many work task being assigned but higher pay. NOT many work task but lowly paid. SUCKS!

Good Prospect VS Good Colleague - How would you gauge?!

Many choose prospect because Prospect = MONEY~

Money is not the most important thing in life.
BUT
THEY ARE ESSTENTIAL~!!!

There's a saying in SG "No money, no talk!". It's very true! Who's going to pay your hospital bills when you are sick?! Who's going to pay you salary when you are hospitalised? Who's going to sponsor you food when you got none?

Job search in process. YUP! In the office with window opening BIG BIG letting everyone knows I'm job hunting~

Increase my pay if you treasure my experience. Say good-bye to me if you can't afford~! Simple and easy! :)

Let's not waste each others' time!

[ Job Hunting In Process ]

2010-01-13T10:01:00.002+08:00

Wednesday - Lottery Day~!

Ok! Random~ But I do REALLY hope that I can strike some extra penny this year~ It's been a year since I even strike Ikan Bilis~ Yawn!

Busy busy busy week for FEL! I hope Sunday come fast and end fast for FEL really had enough of it~!!

As if Bro's wedding is my wedding~ I'm obligate to do & settle for them so many stuff. Ok. Nevermind about that.

And I'm forced to pack my freaking messy house (exclude his own room) all by myself~!! It's like so WTH~!!

And guess what I found?

- A pikachu keychain!!!!
I've already forgotten that I've once like Pikachu! LOL! I only remember the pink chubby monster working in that pokemon hospital as a nurse is freaking cute! What's her name? Jigglypuff? Argh! I only know currypuff and powerpuffgirls!

- A stack of Sailormoon Card!!!
To be more detailed, it's a stack of Sailormoon Pokercards! HAHAHA! I'm already such gambler when I was in Primary school! LOL! xD

- Letters written during my PRIMARY school days
[To my best friend: FELICIA] HAHAHAHA!!!! I read through a few of them and I can't help but to LOL frigging loudly like an idiot! "Can u help me to ask ** why she don't wanna friend me?!", "Who is ur best best best best forever forever friend?", "If I don't friend ***, will you still friend me?". LOL!!!

- A bag full of my stickers collection
I found many stickers!!!! Winnie the Pooh, Power Rangers, Teletubbies, Hello Kitty and Melody~!!!! Many many many of them!! Still very pretty and kept in the plastic sheet! Should I throw them away?! They are antique now erh~! :)

- Many Primary school pictures
Heh, for those of you who are in the same primary school as me better beware! I might just mosaic my face & post up random pictures in FB and tagged YOU!! Wahaha~!! Those were the days ; My enjoyable childhood!!

Shall continue packing that leftover 3 stations tonight and hopefully I found something more exciting to share! HAHA!

3 more days to Sunday!!

[ Double Happiness! ]

2010-01-10T23:32:00.003+08:00

A week plus had passed, but somehow or rather, it still slip off my mind sometimes that AhTan is gone~

Well well, thanks to all, FEL is feeling so much better now~ No worries, no worries!! :D

Pictures taken on Da Endorphine Concert (06.01.10) is up in my FB~ Sorry for the poor quality pictures because I bought a cam w/o a battery out~! SUCKS!

And you all can't view the rest of the pics taken with Ah Dar's cam bcos' she had private the album~

Oh~ My pic can be found on Stomp!! OMG~ -.-" Can't believe it~!

6 more days to Bro's wedding~
I'm getting excited for him to shift out~! Heh heh!
*Evil Laugh~*

2010-01-03T10:57:00.007+08:00

My beloved Steffy will be moving to her 'NEW' home today. I'm sorry I can't be there to send you off because I'm afraid that I'll break down. Really sorry. I don't want you to see me in that state, so I rather not to send you through your last journey.

But rest assure for my heart will still be there with you.

I will never forget the smile and laughter that you had bought to me. The naggy words will always remain in my heart no matter what happened.

Although, FeL had learnt to eat, sleep and 'not cry', FeL really DO NOT KNOW how to go to work w/o you!!!

FELICIA IS VERY RELUCTANT TO GO TO WORK TOMORROW~!!!!!!!!

From tomorrow onwards, there'll be:-

No one there to call FEL every morning.

No one there to ask FEL what she wanna have for breakfast.

No one there to meet FEL at POST office and walk to the office together.

No one there to accompany FEL to the toilet to wash her water bottle every Monday.

No one there to 'steal' coffee powder and make coffee with FEL everyday.

No one there to call 649 to gossip & chit-chat with FEL.

No one there to lunch with FEL.

No one there to wait for FEL if she got to OT.

No one there to walk to the bus stop with FEL.

No one there to accompany FEL walked back to office if she left her things behind.

No one there to accompany FEL to NTUC for marketing.

No one there to share a packet of milk & Honeystar with FEL.

No one there to sing along with FEL.

No one there to teach FEL chinese song.

No one there to help FEL with those freaking chinese character.

No one there to shop with FEL when she had no companion.

No one there to count down with FEL to PAYDAY!

No one there to care for FEL.

No one there to nag at FEL.

No one there to listen to FEL.

No one there to advise FEL.

No one there to encourage FEL to buck up when she is down.

No one there to share the telepathy anymore~!!!

Silly girl!! Why must you leave before me?! You are not even 21! You are still very young to leave this world!! You always tell me you cannot die 1st because you are not even 21 yet! You are still not an adult yet.

But why did you leave me now?!! Big silly~!! I have yet to pass you the birthday present know? 20 more days to your 21st. But I would never get a chance to celebrate with you anymore......

Dear Honey,

Yes, I might still be very sad and stunned that you are gone. But rest assure that I will bear in mind all the things that you have said to me. All the memories that we share.

I will buck up and live my life on smiling and not crying anymore for I know that you would not want to see me crying for you anymore.

Stephanie is a very very strong girl. Felicia can be a very strong girl too~ Don't you worry for FEL anymore ok? Move on and stay happy in another world. I believe all the sweet and cute angels will be there to look after you.

My greatest condolences to Suxin and your family. Promise will be there to help you look after them if any of them needs my help! So my dear silly, please please please rest in peace.

I MISS YOU A LOT!!!

Last but not least, your favourite song to go along WITH. Thanks for intro-ing and teaching me sentence by sentence how to sing this whole piece of song. LOVE IT bcos' you like it! :)

[ HONEYTAN, IMY!! ]

2010-01-02T20:33:00.004+08:00

02.01.2010.

Day 2. But I'm still feeling so speechless about the incident that took place. Still dwelling & stunned by the fact that she is gone forever~

My beloved Steffy, I miss you.!

Dear Friend,
我对你的想念
此刻特别强烈
我们如此遥远~

>>>>>>>

Thanks to those that were there for me since yesterday. I appreciate it a lot! Thanks for all the cheering and encouraging words + the unconditional sms and calls to check and see if I'm alright.

Thanks for everything. I may not be very good now. But I believe I would. I hope, I guess, I wish...

Thanks Sam for your super touched specially dedicated post in your blog. YOU MADE ME TEARED again!! But still, LOVES with many thanks!!! ♥

Thanks Baobei for those stupid SMS that pissed me off and that never leave me alone attitude. Thanks for your shoulder and your hug and the warm kisses.

Thanks B1 for never failed to check on me to see if i'm alright. Thanks for reminding me to sleep, eat and take my medication which I totally forgot!! Thanks for those comforting words. And thanks for being there to guide me thru when I'm super lost.

Thanks JG for the huggies and the drinks and that super touched SMS! Thanks buddy love!

[ RIP Steffy ]

2010-01-01T15:25:00.018+08:00

♥In deepest memories of Stephanie Tan
[23.01.1989 ~ 01.01.2010]♥

To my beloved Honey aka AhTan aka SteTan.

Very glad to know you in my suckiest 2009. thou my '09 sucks, you helps a lot in making it lively!! we joined the company together on the same day not knowing that we would never spend a day in the office w/o each other!! That's fate!

We went to work together no matter late or early, make coffee together, lunch together, knocking off together (you will still wait for me thou you have a date with your fellow mates), share the same umbrella together, toilet together, gossip & chit chat our way via 324.

You never failed to buy breakfast for me every morning, no matter rain or shine, no matter you are early or late. when i'm sick, you insist on wanting me to eat at least some "dou hua". when i'm sick, you forbid me to eat my favourite choco muffin/Ock and insist on wanting me to eat something light! when i merely said that i want that something for breakfast/lunch the next day, you'll always bear that in mind.

When we over-spend and were at our poor-est state, we share a packet of cereal & milk together every morning, magiee-mee together during lunch.

When i'm down and needed somebody, you're always there encouraging & advising me. when i needed a shoulder and a listening ear, you were always there even thou you are busy. when i did something i ain't supposed to do, you'll start your combo nagged the whole day.

Most of the time, i do not have to talk a lot, you will get what i wanted to say. that's our telepathy!!

Although i'm elder than you, but it seems like you are taking care of me more than the other way round. i'm very glad that the parcal i ordered for you came on the 31st dec 2009. at least i got to see how happy you were when you received that.

I'm sorry i do not have enough time to did my part as your "er-jie". i'm sorry for always making you worry and nagged at me. i'm sorry i forgot to wish you "Happy New Year" before you left!!!!

I'm sorry i couldn't be there to celebrate your 21st birthday with you on the 23rd Jan 2010 and i'm sorry i could not take a lot of pretty pictures with you anymore.

You will always be remembered - TAN.!!

I really miss you a lot!!!

May all the lovely, sweet & kind angels be with you.

R.I.P. my dear ♥

>>>>>>>>>

..... The memories that we shared, will always be in FEL's heart. I promised! ♥

our last picture on 24.12.09

v.ships d&d on 13.11.09

vships family day 20.06.09

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
"I wish I could find a way try not to cry"
As time goes by...
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye!

XOXO,
Felicia 01st Jan 2010

2009-12-31T15:51:00.004+08:00

WHOOOO~

Few more hours and it's gonna be 2010!!

Let's recap a bit in 2009.

'09 is seriously a fucking year for FEL!! When I say FUCKING, it meant FREAK-SHIT! Friends, Family, Love, Money, Life, Work! EVERYTHING!!

Can you imagine?! EVERYTHING!!

Well, optimistic Fel is looking forward to 2010~ YUP!

A brand NEW year, A brand NEW start for FEL~ :)

New Year Resolution 2009

~~1. To work hard, play hard :)~~
2. Earn and save lots of money!!
[I don't think I've earn & save enough!]

3. Finish paying my debts.
[Still got more than 1/2 to goo~ -.-"]

4. Get my freaking license before 09 end!
[SHAGGG~]

5. Can be able to go to 3 different places for holiday (Hopefully)
[ONLY went to Bkk & Genting!]

6. Cherish all my love ones ("v")
[I think I still need much more of ANGER MANAGEMENT!]

7. Find a job that I like + able to stay for at least 3 freaking years!
[I almost stayed in Vships for a year! 2 more to gooo~]

8. All good things fall on me!!
[None fell on me!!]

I only manage to strike off from that list. So I ain't gonna add-on any thing else to make that list longer~ Hope I can fulfill all in 2010!! :)

I'm gonna end my emo post with....

Xmas

Today

I received many present in office today!! :)

Gotta RUN~
Enjoy your night with people you love + FIREWORK!!

Xoxo,
FEL :D

2009-12-30T19:00:00.011+08:00

FEL is sick!!

Unpredictable Fever just fell on me~ 3 days MC!!!

Fever keep rising and dropping~ I wanna recover NOW!!

Ladies night today - Gonna skip! -.-" FEL need some time to rest before NYE approach!

NYE countdown - Work at 62 and hopefully all went well~ FEL WILL BE feeling so energetic tomorrow~!!! I'm very sure about that!!

>>>>>>

Last week's Boxing Day is a Blast!

Lynn's wedding - Saw a lot of old time buddy~ A very sad thing is that I couldn't take picture with the Bride cos' I'm rushing off. :(

Wyine

Jorden

Idah

Than headed to my Lil' Twin's 21st bdae bash!

Pattai~

Aftermaths, Boiler to Ph to fly with my babes!

My Girls

Beibei Love!

To view rest of the picture, please click HERE.

A beautiful piece of song that I can't stop singing nowadays :)

2009-12-25T20:10:00.009+08:00

FELICIA HATES THIS CHRISTMAS!!!

Lerin Birthday [24.12.2009] - Last Fantasy

To view rest of the picture, please click HERE.

Sterolounge [12.12.2009]

To view rest of the pictures, please click HERE.

>>>>>>>>

FAKE smiles, FAKE people, FAKE attitude - FAKE!!

FELICIA HAD ENUF OF BEING FAKE & HAVING THOSE FAKES AROUND!!

I think I seriously will be better off alone. I would rather be alone than having those FAKES around me/ me being a FAKE.

I think I need a dog for at least I think 'it' will be my best TRUE FRIEND.

FAKES, you know who you are and stop acting like one in front of me anymore!!

BAD Christmas .VS. BAD Christmas Eve

[ BAD BAD BAD BAD CHRISTMAS ]

2009-12-23T16:59:00.003+08:00

Headed to town after work with AhTan for some last minute Christams shopping for gifts.

Christmas shopping yesterday was #%$^%&!$&^

It's so hard to find something nice when there are people EVERYWHERE!! Qs and Qs and Qs -.-"

However, I managed to strike off 3/4 of the people in my list :) 1/4 = 5 presents up for grap today!

Needa go for a 2nd round of shopping trip later when I knocked off~ -.-" Gonna caused quite a big bomb in my wallet again :( MONEY~!!

Oh yah, and though I din't have to work nightlife yesterday, I stayed up till 3am to wrap the gifts. And the sad thing is, there's still 6 left untouched.

Last night's 6 + today's 5 = 11 more presents to wrap before Santa comes out to work! OMFG!!!

Time, time, time management again! ARGH!

CHRISTMAS IS ALL ABOUT SPENDING & WASTING OF TIME FOR GIFT WRAP!!!!!!!

Felt like enrolling in the Jap class at Jcss. Shoud I?

Enrolling means EXTRA BURDEN again. How can I satisfy all my demands?!! I think I should work forth-baly hard from today onwards.

And not forgetting, be THRIFTY!!

[ Season with MONEY ]

2009-12-22T12:08:00.001+08:00

What is happening to FEL~?!?!?!?!?!

2009-12-20T19:15:00.010+08:00

Bad Saturday with LOVES ♥

A very very bad Saturday with my loves~

Hair appointment with baobei @ Xpect gallery :) 3pm till 8pm (5 freaking hours of torture~~)

in ♥ with my straight black hair~

beibei ♥

♥♥

Atlantis was a freaking bad 1~ It's been so long since I felt so "SHAGGED" already~ Throat infection sucks big time too~ I'm feeling so so so tedious when I'm there. Din't get to enjoy myself at all~!!!

Super regret for going there!!! I should have just sleep at home with bei and forget about the ATLANTIS GANG!

Nonetheless, too late for regrets. Let the picture do the talking~

QQM

the guy at the back damn dee siao~

buddy~ tks for being there! ♥

i look sibei 'pui' beside him cos he too skinny already!!

Honey ♥

These are the happiest moment there. Thanks all for the warm hugs, cares and love when I'm at my most depressed state.

Rest of the stuff, I don't wish to say much!

>>>>>>>

Christmas is coming soon in a few days time!

BUT

I'VE STILL YET TO WENT FOR MY X'MAS SHOPPING!!! HOW?!!
[4 more days to X'mas Eve!!]

"Last Christmas I gave Qun my heart, but the very next day he gave it away. This year, to save me from tears, I SAVED IT FOR MYSELF~" HeeheeHEE :D

Any KIND SOUL wanna accompany me on this lovely Christmas? Sighh~

>>>>>>>>

OMG~ my com is freaking lag now - Doing massive download of song & games. Wahahah :D My desktop is flooded!!!
Can't believe I finally found some time to do these on a Sunday~ :) Good job FEL!!

Next will be massive ironing of those clothes~ -.-"

>>>>>>>>>

... Bro's wedding is around the corner but I've yet to buy my evening gown and pack my house~ DAMN!! I need more time in a day!! 1 day = 72hrs :)

Got to run and start ironing before mum comes back and start her INTENSIVE NAGGING SESSION :)

[ Nevery say never ]

2009-12-15T09:07:00.003+08:00

Opps. I just realised that my blog is filled with many words now~

Bear with me cos' this post is gonna be wordy again :) HEH!

...Pictures will be up when I have the time to stay home for more than 3 hours (excluding my sleeping hours).

Been drinking my way through for don't know what the FUCK reasons from Monday - Sunday, Months.

>>>>>>>>>>

I finally bought my NDSL charger and stylus!!!! I can now find 1 more reason for myself to stay home this WEEKDAYS other than working :)

Astro boy's DVD is another temptation to stay home~ WHEEE~~!!

Was in talking terms with Joe & bosses last night. Thinking if I wanna hop over though. I'm gonna miss all the people in the here :( But I'm seriously ain't happy working so hard here as well.!

So much more, last weekend is a VERY NOT PLEASANT 1, especially SUNDAY!!

Be determine FEL,

Don't worry be HAPPY~! :D

FEL is VERY UNHAPPY with her life now.

[ 相识满天下，知心能几人? ]

[ Melancholy ]

2009-12-11T12:37:00.003+08:00

I suddenly have the urged to travel again :(

Should I just go for that interview next month?

I'm feeling freaking lethargic now.

I'm feeling so tired about everything and anything that is happening around me now.

I really need a break, but I couldn't stop working!! I wanna take in more jobsss so that I can earn more income!!

Income = More trips!

That's how misery life could be. Work all your life but din't have time to enjoy it.
[I'm starting to understand this in a deeper way]

I super hate my life now~!!

I don't wanna live my life drinking and clubbing my way through. This isn't what I want. This isn't me!!
[How many of you know this fact?! - I suppose you all were shock reading that right?!]

2009 is gonna end in 20 more days. And every this time of the year I will start to get emo because I think that I did not obtain and try my best to achieve what I want in my life.

BUT~

Ask myself that again "Did I really try my best to do it?!" The answer will definately be a big fat "NOOO~!!"

Yup. Should slap myself real hard and shall not blame on any other things anymore other than 'yours truly - ME!'

Enough of all the "abcdefg". I'm feeling slightly better now. :)

The spending season is around the corner - CHRISTMAS~!

Christmas mood wasn't there yet. Things to buy list wasn't done yet. ZERO gift brought. Tell me what's more?!

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*
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On a lighter note, yours truly had decided to rebond her hair~ :D Finally made up her mind!!

[ Top of the World ]

2009-12-08T12:41:00.002+08:00

I think my new blogskin looks FUGLY~

I wish 1 day = 72hours :)

I need time for 4 jobs, rest, entertainment =D

Down with fever this time round~ -.-"

Speedy recovery FEL!!!

There can be miracal when you believe~!!!

[ Speedy Recovery ]

2009-12-03T21:39:00.003+08:00

Boring~ Was down with don't know gastric flu or gastric pain. KNS~

I'm confused by what the doctor says already! Yesterday he insisted that I was suffering from gastric flu and excessive drinking caused me to be even worst.

But today he told me it was gastric pain. -.-" And if those medication he gave doesn't help to improve by tomorrow, he will need to refer me to the hospital for further check up.

Argh~ What is happening?!

Is it really because of my bad drinking habits or?

Will anyone come accompany me when I'm hospitalised? I don't wanna be in the hospital alone :(

I wanna get recover ASAP! There's like tonnes of work awaiting for me to settle! OMFB!

What is happening to my Spongebob + Patrick??!!

.... EDITING MY BLOG IN PROCESS~ PLEASE BEAR WITH ALL THE #@%$#%#$$!#.
THANKS :)

2009-11-27T21:43:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was a very very bad day for me.

Since the day I stepped out of my house all the way till I reached home - Nothing good seems to fall on me.

Haas~ Sorry for those that was with me last night! Kinda scare you all a lil' too much on that lovely night! :) Pradon me a lil' la. I got my punishment already!

Thanks B1 for looking after me :) LOVES~

Thanks Mel dad for sending me home.

Sorry loy for screaming at you for the 1st time though you claims that you couldn't remember :)

2009-11-26T18:03:00.009+08:00

Had a freaking nice heart-to-heart date with my dearest Mr Cloud last night :) ♥

Our 1st far away trip! LOL~

Nice ambiance, nice company, nice timing, nice place! NICE!

No one knows me better than cloud.

::A lighter note to MY CLOUD::

♥ Thanks for aLways being there for me whenever I need you the most!
[ A phone call and you will shoot to my place! ]

Well, and please remember that I'm always here when you need me too~
[ Don't forget to bring shoulder pad when you need my shoulder ok?! ] ♥

I promise you I will try to change and adjust my life back to who I am. Don't be "disappointed and ignore me" alright?! Haas, just wait and see ok?!

And promise me not to make your life miserable too~ alright?!

Thanks for not exposing me when I don't wish to talk. And thanks for talking to me when you don't feel like talking! WAHAHAH~

Don't make me angry ah! Later I split out all your "lil secrets" in my blog, my FB, and to MY FRIENDS that you know hor! LAlala~

Nice chatting sooooo much with you last night! And hope you enjoy it too~

I hope you did feel much better after shooting me for so many times. Seriously I don't mind letting you shot if that can cheer you up! LOLOLOLOL~ xD

Last but not least,

"Loser/weakest link always live and die with it" >> for you~ YUN!

I'm gonna see you so so so soon again before you become botak again right?! Haa~ this time round when you become botak, I accompany you SMS instead of writing letter? :D

P/s: After I alight, I suddenly remembered I owe u a *** and we forgot to take picture together again :(

[ ♥ Soulmates - Star & Cloud ♥ ]

2009-11-24T09:12:00.000+08:00

当你决定你要离开我
我没有说什么
就当作你自由
有好几次我都想挽留
哭求也没有用
就当作是寂寞

因为我能明白他的温柔对你是种解脱
就坦白告诉我谁是你的最爱

其实你很爱他对我的惩罚
说你没有想他是可怜我吧
我已没有借口只能放手
不敢奢求你说爱我

其实你很爱他他很温柔吗
其实你很想他就说出口吧
我已不想多说捂朵
不想再次听到你说你很爱他

P/s: A very meaningful song! :)

[ 找不到方向, 往彩虹天堂 ]

2009-11-20T15:22:00.003+08:00

Feeling very gloomy recently due to the stupid weather. Mood-less~~!!

I hereby declare that I'm both phycially + mentally drained.

I NEED A SHOULDER TO LEAN ON....

P/s: Looking for a road to paradise~

[ Drained ]

2009-11-15T19:45:00.005+08:00

Happy birthday to Aloy~

Hope you enjoy yourself on your 'big blast'! Your birthday wish is granted - Laid flatly on the ground!! :) Well, finally saw you puking!! HAHA! FAIR TRADE!! But well, I still can walk home by myself but YOU CAN'T!! :) LOL! Loser~

Pictures taken last night will be up when the rest loaded them!

I don't know why, I keep having this song repeating the whole day since I woke up!

而我已经分不清
你是友情
还是错过的爱情

A boring Sunday I would say. Don't know what I wanna do now~ HELP!! Finish watching the whole of "Xin guang 3". Yet, it's not even 8pm!!!

Hope it rains heavily at 9pm so I can have an early night today :) PLEASE~

P/s: Guess I need Happy Pills again~ Insomnia stop haunting me!!!

2009-11-14T21:02:00.010+08:00

Friday, the 13th on a Nov, 2009 :)

D&D at Intercontinential hotel. Oh, I won myself a RICE COOKER. And Leroy damn funny la. Here goes our msn chat log.

Leroy: nv tio lucky draw meh
Me: got. WIN RICE COOKER LEH
Leroy: wah!! no need to eat maggie mee liao. WAHAHAH. now got rice liao
Me: LOLOLOLOL~

Freaking lame la!! LOL~

Anyway, here's a few picture taken @ my D&D~

Last min decision on what to wear~

my freaking lame/cute boss!

Honeyy aka Ah tan! :))

Marlon, FeL, Stef

2nd rite very wee-o-wit rite?!

xiaomei, da jie, xiao zhong mei :)

pretty not?!!

Aftermaths, went down to Kg Bahru to find the birthday boy~ My BIRDY Elson C.S.C~ :) When I reached at around 10.45pm, he was already 1/2 way there! FREAKING early la!!

Well, din't have a lot of time to go over and look for them cos' that stupid Albert keep looking out for me! Angry!! Once I went out of sight and he will use combo sms+call to ask me where am I~ FOR THE WHOLE DAY!! -.-"

Bridy & Kitty :) sweet hor?

[Friday, 13th ]

2009-11-10T14:33:00.006+08:00

My ultra short M'sia trip is freaking hectic but fun siol~!!

The fortune telling is super x4654815351 accurate sia!!! I almost faint~ I'm serious!! If your were there listen to everbody's past, you will laugh like hell & at the same time feel goosebump too~

COS HE DAMN BLOODY 'ZHUN' LA!! OMFB!

Rest of the picture is HERE.

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

OMG~ I'm planning for my next trip again!! Anybody wanna join me?!

WHERE SHOULD I GO?!

1. Bali
2. Bintan
3. Phuket
4. Bangkok
5. Hong Kong
6. Taiwan

Ironically, I'm now in my poor-est state! :) [ Sigh~ ]

Decided to take a short break away from work today cos I'm feeling really lethargic. LAZYNESS IS ALL IN THE MIND~

P/s: I suppose insonmia will be out of my life for a period of time :)

Be determine to work harder, FEL~!!!!!
Earn more $!! &
T.i will sing "you can have/do whatever you like~".

[ Next Trip! ]

2009-11-05T19:58:00.004+08:00

30th Oct is a trash! knn~
10th Dec please don't come so soon!!

You can find my new pictures all in my FB!
Click HERE & HERE.
[Lazy to upload!]

THERE'S A LOT OF *NEW* NDSL GAMES - CAN KEEP ME COMPANY FOR MONTHS!!
[Gonna be away from many parties n drinking session.. hopefully!!]

♥ Hubby & Me♥

P.s: Somehow or rather, I think I looks "tanned" in this picture! Do you think so? I guess Hubby is too "WHITE" which causes the contrast :) Me LOVE~♥
[It's been so long since I see myself "tanned".]

♥ I was dying indside to hold you
I couldn't believe what I felt for you
Dying inside I was dying inside
But i couldn't bring myself to touch you ♥

[ Mambo Jumbo ]

2009-10-30T02:09:00.002+08:00

Worst of the worst, it's 30th October!

OMFB! I'm freaking tired but I couldn't get to bed without the help of my c**** *****. -.-"

Someone please help! INSONMIA~

2009-10-27T19:58:00.018+08:00

BKK TRIP [15.10.09-18.10.09]

Wonderful trip in BKK spend with my Darling & the rest! But I just felt that our schedule is kinda pack. Hectic but fun~ Maybe I wanna plan another trip with longer duration.

Thailand ah~ I MISS YOU AH!*

My most wonderful days in 2009 is my 4days stay in BKK~ Relax + carefree. Don't ask me why, that's just how I feel.

Backpacker FEL~

Typical Singaporean - Kiasu!

TO THAILAND~

Energetic!!!!

On the plane~

Day 2 in Bkk~

our personal 'tuk-tuk'

4 face Buddha

MBK~

A must have when you go for oversea trip! Realise i got this in Batam too?! :)

Day 3

4.44am @ Baiyoke sky waiting for the rest for "breakfast" aft club.

Clubbing in Thailand is freaking SHIOK AH! I miss all the clubs there!!! You will be surprise~ You might just fall in love with them unknowingly like me! :)

BUSINESS CLASS :)

happy to found my adorable elephant there!

Gd bye Thai~

sg airport

For rest of the pic, please click HERE.

MISS
- The club,
- The night market,
- The lots of my fav [ELEPHANTssss] &
- The carefree mood.

Memorable 4Ds stay in Pratunam! Thailand wait for me, I will definately be back again for more FUN! Anyone?! Anyone?!

P.s: Shall post a favourite of my lovable "phant" when I've got the time to do so! (:

"Why you so obsessed with me? Boy, I wanna know
Lyin' that you're sexin' me when everybody knows
It's clear that you're upset with me
Finally found a girl that you couldn't impress
Last man on the earth still couldn't hit this

You're delusional, you're delusional
Boy, you're losin' your mind
It's confusin' you, you're confused you know
Why you wastin' your time?
Got you all fired up with your Napoleon complex
Seein' right through you like you're bathin' in Windex!!"

[ Why you so "obsessed" with me?! ]

2009-10-27T00:33:00.001+08:00

OMFB..!!!

30TH OCTOBER IS APPROACHING!!!!!

STRESS!!!

2009-10-23T19:09:00.035+08:00

Let me upload part of my collection here before I get ready for the night.

Some random + overdue photos with my Debbie dear after so many meet-up! :)

Ding tai feng Ads

Sprite Ads

testing her new cam!

super love the resolution!!

my messy room

mirror effect~

her master piece - MY HAIR!

my hair chio right?!

@ Butter's VIP with all the babes 14.10.09

another groupie pic~

super love john's cammy which cost 1k+!!!

simply love the effect by his cam la~~

taken aft her photo shoots~

SINGAPORE RIVERRRRR~

this pic looks a bit funny leh!

wisma while waiting for the rest~

Some overdue pictures credits to Shermyn Darling

Ah jie's bdae @ talk cock sing song!

@ Arena

Picture with my usuals @ Vivo/Club 62.

B2 & B1~

I like this pic w/o the extras on da right!

i like this pic!!!!!!!!

Mr PT~

*Ahem* Pt what u doin?!

loy & Fi

loy looking at where?!

nice~ :)

groupie thanks to Bert! HAHAH~

NICE SHOT TOO~

ahemmm*

headache liao, headache liao~

AGAIN!!! AHEMMMMM~!

P.s: Recently i like to take pictures with all sorts of "pattern 'zue-gao' batminton" (a lot of pattern). LOL~

Very last but not least,

♥ Bb FeL & Hubby Astro ♥

OMFB! I can't wait for it to launch soooooonnnnnn!!! Hubby Astro~!!!
[Lala, lets go watch 2gather ok?! I doubt any of my friends are willing to watch this! ]

MORE & MORE photos still waiting to be uploaded. Argh~

Ps: Super lazy to go edit all the pictures cos it's over a hundreds!

[ Siam~ ]

2009-10-22T21:32:00.018+08:00

YEAH~

Finally succeeded in uploading ALL ALL ALL the many pictures taken in OCTOBER to my com as well as FB! Phew~ So many hours spend!

FB & blogger finally did not give any trouble!! Fthank god!

Everyone's kp-ing me for the pictures! :) Sorry all~

NO TIME~ I wanna go bathe! Weather is effing hot like hotplates! Sizzling HOTTT~

Let the pictures do the talking for me while I bathe~ LOVE!

twin, coussie

twins!

finally a nice pic!

twins vs twins

NICE!!!!

auntie carol

the marketing team @ Remy Martin

EFFING HOT models from Massimo

BYL~ :) LOL~

Mr Policeman aka "Ma-Ta" :)

En ai siol~~

Ah xian~

beibei, ling, FEL

BAOBEIS!

Precious act like MJ~

Cutie precious!

SWEET!! :)

For more oct picture, please click Here.

Ok world~ Needa run!
Good Night!
Stay tune for BKK pictures!

So not looking forward to 30th Oct 2009!

[ 30th Oct -.-" ]

2009-10-06T19:21:00.003+08:00

PERM hair?or

STRAIGHT hair?

Ok. I know the 2 pictures above looks super similiar (just that the bottom part of my hair is different). But but but but but, please tell me which 1 is better, will you?

I seriously cannot decide to go for a rebonding or to re-perm it. Have been thinking for sooooo long!!

FICKLE-MINDED FELICIA!!

P.s: I suddenly miss everyone in Dip08!!!

[ Fame ]

2009-10-04T08:24:00.010+08:00

OMG~ I'm back home at like this hour? 8.24am!

I finally succeed~!!!! Healthy lifestyle campaign - Part 3 is a success!! Finally succeed not drinking for a week~! :) Hope it somehow or rather helps to stop my cough!!

I've been freaking coughing for almost a MONTH. Getting worst each day till all my colleagues around me are coughing/MC as well :)

My boss even jokingly ask me to wear a mask to work. And my ang moh big big big boss ask me if I've got H1N1 -.-"
(Oh, and he wink at me!!!!! OMG~)

CCTV & AM is making my life damn miserable in office!!!!!!!!! FUCK!

It's been so long since I blogged~ So many picturessss!!!

Some are still in my HP but my cable was left in the office. -.-"

::Pictures::

BB MeL & Bb FeL @ Zouk

her b**** is dropping out! %#$%#$#@

OMG~ Finally meet up with my BabyMeL after so freaking long!! Miss Jak and the usuals! When's our next gathering??!!! Can someone please organize 1 soon?!

Oh, and remember to find that dumb Sasa out FIRST!!

::F1 - 2009::

the 3 pretties! :)

Awaiting for the car to ZOOM pass~~

that dumb lady that is playing it~

Our 1st picture other than class photo! QM where are u!!

Oh, I was digging in my bro gf's folder hoping to find Mummy's 2009 birthday picture. OMG!!! Guess what I found?!

This picture with HIM! Lol!!!

OMG~ This picture was taken in 2007 for god sake!! (You can look at the date on your right) I look super huge in this picture!! Omg~

But somehow or rather, I think I look good cos' my eyes is freaking big!! Right? or is it bcos' the whole family have smaller eyes than I do and so, the contrast make my eyes look HUGE~?! Hmmmm....

[The Ugly Truth] - It's freaking funny!! But somehow or rather, I don't think it's VERY nice. Rate 3/5. The ending is somehow VERY predictable!

I can't sleep now~ So superly awake!! -.-"

What can I do to endure till 11am before I get up from this chair to wash up and get out?~

[ FREAKING AWAKE!! ]

2009-09-27T12:00:00.014+08:00

Sunday~

YES~!! Damn freaking awake now cos' I slept from last night's 7+pm till this morning around 9+am! LOL~ 14hours?! It's been damn freaking long since I slept soooooooo much!

I need to stay home today to do some household chores! OMG~ I just realise it's been damn long since I pack my messy stuff away! :)

Finally stand up and do the cooking after 'nua-ing' for so long! Fusion cuisine - "bak ting" + sausages porridge :) LOL! Don't know if it will taste nice not! Cooking in process...

I'M GOING TO F1~ :) YEAH!

Be right back with more pictures! If I manage to snap some before they flew away :)

Saturday (26.09.09)

"OVERSEA" trip!

Yeah! We successfully went "oversea" today to Pula Ubin! And most of us had like just less than 3hours of sleep only!
*Please carry on reading and you will know why!*

Here are some of the pictures~

At Changi Jetty

UBIN!!! Ric facial expression damn funny!

can u see our face clearly? LOL~

B1 & B2 :)

cold water is very essential!

loy & hx facial expression!!!!!

hx 'act-like' only~

the beautiful sky and beautiful sea~

RABBITS!

"Kampong" lifesyle

end of the day

Rest of the pictures can be found HERE.

My "virgin" trip to ubin is O'so'tiring BUT very fun~!!!!

Thanks to the great company and "great" weather! :)

After my 'virgin' visit, all that I would wanna say is "I LOVE SINGAPORE!". Omg, the mosquito there are like 'blood suckersss!'. We've got a lot of bites all over la!!!!

I can't stop scratching like a monkey now la!!!

But well, I thought I would have cramps all over my body cos' it's been super duper long since I exercise! :) But I didn't suffer from any!! HAHAHAAH~

I'm so glad la~ I don't wanna go to work with cramp again!!!

AND I SKIPPED MY DINNER CUM CLUBBING SESSION ON THIS LOVELY SAT~!!!!!

Laid on my lovely princess bed, online while waiting for the rest and KO-ed before they came in all the way till the next morning! :) PRO!

Friday (25.09.09)

Happy Birthday to my lovely MUMMY Choo!!

Headed to town after work to meet up with cousiee, aunt and family for a short quick dinner + celebration for mummy's birthday.

Food sucks, service sucks but family ROCKS!

We self-entertained ourselves very well and I'm very glad mummy's happy! :)

Pictures will be up when my future 'in-law' upload the pictures.

Prawning was cancelled cos' car got an accident and we've got no transport to go there. So down to bq for some drinks all the way till 5am+++.

Yeah, and so Day6 of my healthy lifestyle campaign failed miserably again on this weeks' lovely Friday :(

P.s: I NEED Mopiko badly!!! Help~!

[ Healthy Lifestyle ]

2009-09-23T20:11:00.005+08:00

你说我爱你太多就快要把你淹没
你害怕幸福短暂一秒就崩落
分开是一种解脱让你好好的想过
我想要的那片天空你是不是能够给我

你说我给你太多却不能给我什麽
分不清激情承诺永恒或迷惑
爱情是一道伤口我们各自苦痛
沉默是我最后温柔是因为我太爱你

Ohh~ My mp3 random played this song in the morning and I sang this through the whole day in the office~ :)
*RANDOM.

I've got many many new songs in my playlist now~ FINALLY some updated songs!
[Credits: Lalas' & Jerries]

Should I proceed to club after my super late dinner later??

It'll be Day 4 of my //Healthy Lifestyle Campaign Week// if I successfully din't touch any alcoholic drink tonight..!!!
All I need to do is to endure 3 more days and there goes~ :)

**Tah - Dah~**

Back to my unhealthy drinking lifestyle again :( WTF!

OMG~ My last month's HP bill is a big bomb!

Bye!
Dinner time!

[ Ladies Night! ]

2009-09-22T19:43:00.003+08:00

CAN SOMEONE TEACH ME HOW TO EARN $$ ASAP??!!

I've got many fanciful plans on my mind now~ I wonder how many years would my great plan takes place! -.-"
Should I or should I not?!

I wanna take up 4 jobs! (1 main, 3 side-lines). Would I be able to cope with my workload?

ERh~

I'M STARTING TO LOVE-HATE MY PRESENT LIFE NOW!!

I'm starting to realise that there are so many more things ahead waiting for me. I can't just keep standing at the same old point wasting my time~

this pic looks spooky~

This weekend's program all lined-up! Hopefully it'll be a success! :)
Update soon~ Promise gonna take lotsa pics!
Healthy lifestyle Day 2 :)

2009-09-19T21:10:00.003+08:00

Healthy Lifestyle campaign failed~!!!!!

OMG~ I'm coughing even worst than the day before!!!

I want my voice back!!! I don't want this shitty 'sexy' voice! I wanna go KTV to sing~!!

Hope I could get back 100% of my voice before next week's ktv session!

Should I go out tonight or let my poor body rest for a day? So many program!!! But so many people forbid me to go out! :(

Am very tired also!!

Thanks leh~ I only got to lie on my princess bed at around 8plus 9am?!! WTH~

Why do I always have to torture my poor body in order to sleep well without having nightmares/waking up in the middle of the night?

Sombody call 911~
FELI fire burning on the dance floor~ WHOA~

[ Keep me safe while I sleep! ]

2009-09-17T21:04:00.005+08:00

Whoo~ My colleague gave me a very delicious dried "ready-to-eat" scallop!!! NICE LA! I was told by her that if you go japan and buy it, it cost around SGD7.00 for ONE!!!

OMG~ Freaking expensive right?

But, it's duperly delicious la!! Oh!

HK sells cheaper but smaller ones :) Gonna ask my aunt to get it for me when she's coming back to SG for a short stay!

Introducing Samantha!

Long weekend is here~~

I ain't wanna drink nor club! Wanna have a healthy lifestyle at least for a week!!

But, NOBODY WANNA GO!!!

WHY'S EVERYONE PLANNING TO PUB & CLUB?!!!

**Great plannings ahead. Gonna start working REAL HARD from today onwards!! All the BEST, FeL!! :)
[ Not gonna be receiving AWS this year. DAMN! ]

BUT...

I suspect I'll die of TB sooner or later. Have been splitting phlegm with blood for the past 2 weeks. Gross~ I'm not afraid of dying at young age.
[Just don't make me suffer and died in a miserable state please~]

[ Bring me back my SUNSHINE!! ]

2009-09-16T00:14:00.003+08:00

*I'm not emo-ing ; I'm just tired of being FAKE!

My private blog is being flooded with words and words and words all the time.

Why is it so?

Why can't I have happy things to share in this public blog?

P.s: I wonder why my life's always so screwed up!

[ I'm really exhausted trying to act like one when I'm not!! ]

2009-09-06T22:21:00.003+08:00

My freaking phone is spoil~ TMD!

So random!! I was dancing in PH half way and aloy asked: "Eh.. why red?" (pointing to my phone). Then I look down and found that bloody Neon light was on. And the next thing I realised was that my phone is going to be flat.

HELL~~ I am just out for like less than 2hours? -.-"

And after that Neon light thingy, the next thing I realised is that I couldn't chat on the phone for long la~ It will just cut off half way through the conversation. -.-"

WTH~ I tried checking for corrosion (Cos I accidentally spilled a cup of water on it before!) but it was perfectly well~ No signs of corrosion (corrosion sticker is still there~)

FUCK SHIT!

Why must my phone spoil when I'm at my poor-est state?!! Idiot!

PH pictures can be viewed HERE

As fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that I've rendered
I've stretched myself beyond my means

[ Shattered ]

2009-09-05T20:37:00.004+08:00

I'm doing some random online shopping and I found this MuiMui bag freaking 'CHIO' la~!!!!!!!

I WANT!!!

Wah lao~ I'm staying at home ever since Thursday?! It's like 2 days of home stay. But I'm still freaking feeling so tired and restless now. WHY?!

Did I left a very bad impression to everyone here?!

One fine day I left a comment in FB that I'm staying home and everyone start commenting on that. It like... WTH~ "Is there something wrong with staying at home?!! LOL~"

I'm actually a good girl ok?!!

Oh, It's Saturday, but I'm still yet to decide where I wanna party tonight. 8.45pm now though~ the night is still young! :)

I have got some new pictures to upload. But I'm so lazy to even load them in to my com. :) Next week maybe?

I felt bad bringing Sam to Ph that night! LOL~ Becoming a typical clubber without me already eh?!

39Days to go~

I needa learn to be thrifty and start saving up real soon!! I need a lot a lot a lot of
M-O-N-E-Y!! MONEY~!!! I've got so man, so many, so many planing ahead of me. But, I can't really do much if my pay don't rise up, up, UP~!

Never mind! 1 step at a time! :)

P.s: I'm still considering if I WANNA join my friend in that class host by Peter Chen :) I'M SUPERSTAR! *tSK TSK*

[ 省钱大计 ]

2009-08-31T00:55:00.003+08:00

容忍的人其实并不笨
只是宁可对自己残忍
既然爱不能恒温
♥ 祝福就给你下一个人 ♥

2009-08-29T01:06:00.000+08:00

I think I'm crushed again..

I need my sunshine!

2009-08-25T19:03:00.003+08:00

还记得分手的那天吗?
你伤了我的心
远望你渐渐消失的背影
我憔悴的心在淌着泪
爱个人为什么这样辛苦
我对你是不是太在乎
难道你早已心有所属
为何命运偏偏注定让我孤独

我累了我痛了
我对你的爱已经疲惫了
我醉了我哭了
我被你的爱彻底伤透了
爱过了心碎了
你把我的爱终于放弃了
梦醒了该结束了
残留最后的一个冰吻
你走了...

Thank you for everything in that wonderful 8 months.

♥ Bye Bye....! ♥

2009-08-13T19:41:00.009+08:00

hello~ yeah?

I hope all my readers are still alive eh?!! Yah, i know it's been very very long! Anyway, I've been regularly updating in my FB! So you peep can check out those picture in there~
[Esp. the Genting pictures! I spend 3 freaking plus hours uploading the 2 album!]

Well, how's everyone here?

Hmmm, my life is pretty simple nowadays. Mon-Fri: Work & home. Sat & Sun: Pract and slack. Bowling took out most of my time during my precious weekend with Baby. Yah. And it's been like this for almost a couple of months! Life's so boring!!

Yup. I've appox. about 11 more lessons to go! I'm so excited. I wonder it will take me how many times to pass!! :) Shall update all of you again on this when time comes -> Let me keep it as a secret first, alright?!

Oh yah, Baby is back from his HK trip w/o me, empty handed! - Hahah! Don't be mistaken!! I asked him not to waste his money to get me anything since I do not need anything in particular, now! SAVE UP and get me a Chanel bag instead la! :)

It's 13th today and 12 more days to our lovely 8th monthsaries! Nothing special in particular to anyone of you other than my Baby (who doesn't read my blog anymore!). ArgHH~

Yah, and recently, he adore Naomi Liu's blog more than mine! Yah, very understandable why guys like her blog. (go google it out and you'll know why!!)

And he come telling me that my blog is so so so boring compared to hers. WTH~ Yah, I know I do not have assets! I admit I lose~ well........

Oh, what more can i say? Hmmm....

I really did enjoyed last week's long weekend with all my lovey dovies! (even though I'm missing that idiot so much!) =D

Let the pictures shows~

Beloved Sis's Birthday celebration at 'talk cock sing song'

Granny and her 1st daughter aka my aunt's bdae celebration on National Day!

Zhiwei & me - Sabai

Boy (self-entertainer), Lex (chee-hong kia), Wei (Ninja)

Cutie Amy

sweetest honey who doesn't love me anymore! :)

[ 在你眼里我看见了自己的寂寞 ]

2009-08-04T22:45:00.004+08:00

Attention all~

I have a good piece of news to share!!!!!!

Due to an overwhelming orders from all my beloved friend, I've decided to collaborate with my friend to do a small perfume business.
[Which means, I am able to give you even better offer if you are buying more from me!]

We have collection on ALL, I repeat, ALL kinds of perfume regardless of brand and range (subject to availability).

For those that HAD made purchases from me (my friend) before, you should know that the perfume is really cheap and authentic.

For those that have not, I can guarantee that it is 100% authentic (not like those lucky plaza boutique - rumored that the smell is not lasting, etc, etc) and it'll definately be at least 35% cheaper than usual price.

Due to the large variety of choices, I'm unable give you my full master list of perfumes with the pricing. Therefore, you can email me to this address love_at_eternity@hotmail.com or SMS me with your enquiries.
(Better to compile a list and send it to me to avoid confusion)

I promise I'll get back to you at my soonest!!

Please help to spread a word around.

The MORE you buy, the MORE cheaper it goes.

If you buy more than 7 at once from me, I will definately give you a even better offer (depends on the brand and range). I'll make sure I give you the best offer you could ever find.

So what are you waiting for?

Start sending in your query now..!!

P.s: Please be specific on your enquires.
[If you are sending email, it's better to provide a picture of it if you are unsure of the edition and etc.]

♥ Please support me if you love me ♥

xoxo,
FeLicia :)

2009-08-01T00:57:00.004+08:00

Yeah~ I'm back! And finally just a few mins ago, I saw all the Genting pictures from my cam! Yea! Absent-minded me left the cam with bf and I didn't have the chance to get it back from him till today! :)

The pictures' so funny! I can't force myself laugh softly!

Looking at those pictures, I just realise that I didn't have any nice pic taken with him! Him and his stupid facial expression!!!

It's been so long since we took a nice and proper pic for me to upload!! Sigh*

Well, but nonetheless, I seriously have a great and enjoyable trip this time round! Thanks all for the company and the surprises! (Although you all felt asleepy before I came back to the hotel) :P

Will update more on my trip when I reach home!

Bi's computer is freaking L-A-G!

FB photo uploader is a sucky!! It used to be so good and fast (when the no. of total user is pathetic)

But,

when the no. of total user became a bomb, everything sucks!

I think FB will soon be eliminated like how Friendster did :)

[I wonder what's next~!]

xoxo,

FeL :)

2009-07-24T11:33:00.003+08:00

Ello~

I'm feeling so restless in the office right now!! I can't seems to sit still and concentrate on my work for more than 10mins! Very random!!

Yeah~ it's my long waited FRIDAY~ And what's so special about this week's Friday? - 1 more days to my anticipating short gateway trip!!
[祝我生日快乐]

Well, a very special birthday this year cos I ain't celebrating with my usual khakis and most importantly, I ain't celebrating with my Darling Sher ( who is 1 day younger than me!) this year!!

Ever since we knew each other at the age of 13+, we had been celebrating our birthday together every year! It so cool to have her beside me to cut our 18th & 21st birthday cake! You see, I am sharing a birthday cake and birthday party with someone special for so many years!!

I really feel kinda weird this year as we are celebrating our birthday seperately :( Well, guess I shall organize a belated birthday dinner with her as soon as I came back from my trip!!

Last but not least,

HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY TO MR LGJ :)

[ 生日快乐, 我对自己说 ]

2009-07-22T11:24:00.002+08:00

Enough of those fantastic shits spreading around pin-pointing and injecting at me! If you're so unhappy, come straight at my face and tell me off. Don't act like a small hamster stabbing behind my back!

FeL says: "YOU CAN SAY WHATEVER YOU LIKE"

[ "FRIENDS" ]

2009-07-21T12:03:00.002+08:00

12.04pm

Yup yup! I'm in the office right now typing this post. I have the urged to post this up and I don't know why!! LOL!

Well, just heard some fantastic stories about me. And guess what?! I didn't even bother to defend myself or got a grin of angryness!!

And what's more? I felt like laughing off hard in the office!! I super think that the person can actually stand out and start writting fantastic novel! I believe it'll be more HOT selling than "Harry Porter"!

Since when did I became so invincible? I realised that after being with BbQun, my level of "Bochap-ness" had levelled! LOL!

In the past, if I heard any of these, I'll definately feel sad or affect by all this. But right now, it's the opposite!! It's like, WHO CARES?!!
[I'm serious and I meant it!]

I can't be bothered about anything anymore cos' I knew that I have already did my most possible BEST as a friend for so many years and the rest, if that person doesn't appreciate or whatever, there's nothing much I can do.

I remember I read something somewhere that goes: "There's always a limit of what one can do!" (definately not in the bible), which till now, soon-to-be 2*, I then had fully absorbed this sentence :) Congrats//*
[P.s: For those who are still quite confused, maybe you can try reading your Bible on Mathews for better understanding of life!]

Well, 5 more days and I'll have my long long weekend~!! LOL! I hope more leave will be given to me so that I can plan MORE for my holiday trip!

I seriously LOVE my life now~ Carefree but though still in debts. At least I won't be bothered or affected by so many unnecessarily stuff, unnecessarily~!! :) [Rhyme!]

As in, worst come to worst, when I'm in my worst-est state, I will know who are the ones that will still stays with me :) Thank you! Asked yourself at least thrice if you think you are qualified!! :)

[ I'm a lil' tea pot! ]

2009-07-20T23:35:00.002+08:00

Hey yoz! Whatsup?!

It's been so long since I really do a proper post like how I did in the past! :) I'm so lazy to upload all my pictures!! HOW HOW?!!

To be exact, it's 6 more days to go~ So looking forward for Saturday to come!! However, anticipating in my celebration. WHY WHY?!

So much to be updated here but so lazy to type anymore as I'm so busy chatting in Msn everyday at work from 8.30am to 5.30pm (typing all the way)! LOL!

I hope Babyloves gathering would be a success! (HEARD THAT?!) "What I'm trying to say is that........!"

I love my last weekend!! How about all of you?

Hmmm, so many 1st time with my sweetie Baby!! :) Well, it's quite embarrassing to say it all out here! Sorry~ :)

Last but not least, I hope my Baobei Wen and Honey kangtan will be all well~ So worried about the 2 of them recently!! Everything is so cock up!!

I've got so many movies I wanted to catch recently but my stupid baby's too into bowling than movies nowadays!! -.-" And there goes my lovely weekend being spend at the alley play NDSL!! :)

P.s: To all HSS batch (1994-1999), if you happened to dig out any of my Fugly pictures, would it be kind for you to send it to me at love_at_eternity@hotmail.com?! I couldn't find all my past pictures at all~!!!! Thank you!!!!

[ Old pictures ; Fresh memories ]

2009-07-16T19:58:00.006+08:00

It's Thursday and tomorrow is Friday~ Time zoomed past freaking fast can?!!

Just ignore the previous post as I think I'm insane! Just feeling super super emo that day and I wonder why.

HELP~ My throat is still aching like shit! But I'm still eating all those "heaty" and junkie food! (Just finished 1 whole packet of Jack 'N' Jill potato chips for dinner!?!) -.-"

My boss is on long long leave and will only be back in August! Can you tell me how good my life would be in office? I'm could be like SUPER late for work everyday, MSN non-stop, online shopping etc etc!

Yah, some might say "Chey, thought all these are what you've been doing in office everyday?" But without boss means I can openly do all that and not secretly~! It will be an open secret (or should I say is already an open secret!) :)
[I hope my boss doesn't read this!]

Stupid "AM" is giving me tons and tons of work to do for HER while she sits there and do nothing. Well, I don't mind doing a lot a lot of thing and get busy from morning till I knock off.

Things she gave me the other day (Partial of it only hor!)

My colleague gave all these to her and she pass it to ALL to me. Thanks eh! It's all such simple stuff to do but I just couldn't understand why she can't do it herself.

I'm not unhappy about the workload cos' it's super manageable for me. Instead, I'm just unhappy doing her job for her while she is doing some other business during work hours but claiming she has zillion of stuff she couldn't finish!!! (It's another open secret!).

I only got to know that when all my colleagues ask me to complaint to my boss as those stupid things she asked to do are simply not inside my job scope at all~

Well, it's alright for me anyway as I'm happy that time pass so fast when I'm very busy online shopping-ing and doing her stuff :)

>>>>>>>>>>

S4 - Jorina's 23rd!

I realised everyone's having Chocolate exotic as their birthday cake recently. I'm starting to hate that cake already! It used to be my all time favourite! (see my past archive!)

I just wish I could have that super yummilicious Tiramisu (from HK) as my birthday cake for ONC!! :) It's so hard to find yummy Tiramisu in SG!!!

Baby's 23rd!

See that exotic cake again?! Hmmm, tell me! How could my throat recover?! Well, I super love this pic Cos' it's been so long since lao niang (ME) looks nice in a picture!!

That all for the moment!
Will be back when I have more to share~
Don't miss me so much yeah?! :)

[ Sleepy ]

2009-07-13T12:23:00.003+08:00

Sometimes I just felt being treated like a FOOL~

So much more of effort made over the years,
So much more of endurance,
So much more of being together for so long
So much more of dishearted stuff happening over and over again.

Tell me, what's more for me?

When I'm happy, I'll always share the latest news with you. When there's gossip, I always tell you all the latest 1st hand information. On the other hand, I'm always the last to know of every single thing regardless happy or sad moment, big or small event.

I'm always kind enough for not showing off my SAP to anyone, reason being I treasured and I don't want unneccessary conflict or unhappiness. Always keeping everything to myself and always keeping quiet no matter how unhappy I am. Never once I raised my voice/ scolded anyone. Why?

Times when anyone is low and needed someone to be there/ to support, when I knew of, immediately, I'll never fail to be there and to give my greatest support/advise. But when I needed somebody, how many are there to lent me their ears and their sincere heart?

How many of you are really true & sincerely there for me? Listen to me? Bother about me? Or even still remember my existence?

Sometimes, the things you did, really make me feel not important at all. Thus, causing me to feel more and more "Cheng-Sim"......

*No names mention as not pinning-point at anybody*

**Above are all my personal view, it differs in what individual will think/feel. Anybody feel objective about what are stated, can simply just click the "X" button and don bother to read MY blog anymore*

[ Disappointed ; Dishearted ]

2009-07-09T17:57:00.005+08:00

Yeah~ I'm sick! Congratulation!!

WTH~ I do not have anymore MC to claim anymore and now I'm sick again!!And doc gave me 2 days MC ask me to rest at home till recovery.

I should be happy cos' I'll be entitled LONG WEEKEND!! But, I can't!! I got to go work cos' I cannot claim anymore MC! Gosh, that is tedious!!!

And I realise, a lot of people around me are sick as well~!! So many people are on MC! :)
[Mj sings "You're not alone!"]

Yawn, I've been sleeping since yesterday but I don't know why I'm still restless~ Sick, sick please go away!! My Bi will be back tomorrow~!!! I don't wanna spread my germs to him!!

Since I'm so free, I shall blog about something stupid!

My 2009 birthday wishlist! :)

1. Perfume!
2. Ang Bao (So that I could accumulate the total and buy something I want!)
3. Dior/Chanel wallet
5. Chanel bag!!!
6. Havaianas flip-flop!
7. Tiffany and Co. bracelet.
8. NDSR!
9. Rest - Please look at my wishlist on the left!

Birthday wishes and hope!

1. I wish I could pass my TP by this year! :)
1. I wish I could have a huge pay increment!! :)
3. I could finish paying my study loan ASAP!!
4. Save enough and be able to go to Bkk/Tw/Hk by next year!
5. Baby could be sweeter and lovlier.
6. My family and myself could be bless with happiness and great health!
7. Someone could just buy me a car!! LOL!

...That's all for the time being.

The medication is making me very very drowsy!! I felt like floating in the air right now! Don't know if I'm overdoes by the cough syrup as they only say 2 spoon (and did not say how big the spoon should be!).
Stupid prescription!

Good night people! I'm going back to sleep again :)

[ Sick! ]

2009-07-08T22:46:00.002+08:00

Goodbye MJ! R.I.P!

I'm gonna miss you, miss your song and miss your dance. Hope you can go to the Neverland you wanted to.

I hate all my friends cos' no one is there to accompany me to Zirca today for his last tribute! SUCKS!! Am watching his US's ceremony on TV now and I feel so sad!!

I feel so sad for Lil' Paris!! - It'll all get better in time.

MJ, the King of Pop - You will always be remembered by those that appreciate!

Bye! Can't concentrate!! Back to MJ's tribute on 5!

[ R.I.P, Michael ]

2009-07-05T00:13:00.001+08:00

I seriously need to thank all my friend out there, people who are very close or not. Seriously have to thank all of you for all those care and concern.

Just a simple how are you and stuff really makes a lot of different to me. Thank you for letting me know that I'm not alone :)

Thanks for constantly checking if I'm alright! HAHA~ Seems like you all are 24hrs standby my FB, blog and Msn status update? LOL!

"I am fine! No worries!!"

>>>>>>>>>>

My right leg is swollen with a big blue black. Thanks to Lerin for stepping on my leg twice with her heels :) Combo x2! -.-" Now my leg swell like pig leg! I ain't exaggerating!

My leg look so disgusting now!!

Well, quite a number of photo taken and as usual, have to wait for those 'turtle' to upload. I don't deny that I'm 1 of those 'turtle' :)

Oh! I finally have time/chance to meet up with Mr OWL~ It's been soooooo long!! Am very happy to see that he doesn't change much other than becoming skinnier and skinnier! - Shermyn: Please feed him more food! xD

Finally more or less, many are back already! Hope those still in their kingdom can do some self reflection and think about their future now.

>>>>>>>>>>

.......Yeah, 2 in the am's and I'm still waiting like usual. Dumb, Dumbed, DUMBER!

[ Dummies ]

2009-07-01T20:55:00.003+08:00

Thanks for those that still stood by my 3/4 dead blog :)
Thanks for standing by me all these while :)
Thanks for all the love, care & concern :)

Many people have been asking me why my post sounds so emo. Well, I seriously do not know how to answer them. Reason being, I seldom talk in deep what had happened unless they are really really close to me.

I will try my 120% to hold my tears when I'm with somebody. Even some of my close-est friend had never seen me cry :) Pardon me as I'm those kind of person that likes to hide my emotion from people.

So, if you guy love me, stop asking me what has/had happened. I'll be fine as long as you don't remind me of those unpleasant stuff :) Thanks!

I'm ain't emo ; just don't feel as sunshine as before

Bring back, oh
Bring back, oh,
Bring back my Sunshine to me, TO ME~

[ I want my Sunshine back! ]

2009-06-30T21:16:00.024+08:00

Enough of uploading in my blog. You can find the rest in my FB :)

It's only Day2. 3 more days to endure!!! JIAYOU~

Well, was too free to arrange those photos in my com and it reminds me of the DAMN 'O' GOOD DAYS~ When everything was still so good, so carefree from everything and WHEN I WAS SO VERY SKINNY!!

Yes! Very skinny!! I want to be skinny again~ And I think I'm starting to miss me straight long hair! Should I go straighten it back or should I not? Hmmmm, poll please?! LOL!

Bro's birthday

Mel's birthday

BabyLove

Sis Tech

14/02/2007?! LOL!

MIA Darling Hong in 2007

Bei, Dar, ME~

Bros!

Best Buddy Love! - OMG~ In 2006?

Halloween 2008

S11 + Larry Jie Fu!

And many many more ... - To Be Continue-

This will all stays in my memory as long as I'm alive and never will I forget any of them!
-I Promised-

[ Memories that will stay FOREVER ]

2009-06-29T20:42:00.002+08:00

Batam trip photo's uploaded in my FB!

For those who already had me in your friend list, happy for you. For those that doesn't ( who is friends with me ), you can add me to view them all~!

4 album full of very pretty pictures :)

Well, there's so many things I wish I could blogged, but I can't bring myself sharing with so many people. I'm sorry, that's just not me.

I've been flooding my private blog with longgggg post.

Who can I share my sorrow with?

Who will be willing to listen to me?

Who are my real best friends?

Who can be there when I needed them the most?

It just seems like nobody really understand me well.

[ Spinning: Dying inside to hold you ]

2009-06-16T19:36:00.002+08:00

Everyone thinks that I am strong, but I think I'm crushed.

How could everything seems so far away?

[ ...So far away ]

2009-06-15T13:13:00.002+08:00

I'm looking for a lover not a friend
Somebody who can be there when I need someone to talk to
I'm looking for someone who won't pretend
Somebody not afraid to say the way they feel about you

And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel,
Someone who can keep me real and who knows the way
Baby I like to have you in my way
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there,
Wants to share, shows he cares
Thinking on the one that I've been waiting for

I'm looking for someone to share my pain
Someone who I can run to, who would stay with me when it rains
Someone who I can cry with through the night
Someone who I can trust whose heart is right
And I'm looking for someone...

[命里有时终需有，命里无时莫强求]