Merry Christmas to all ~ Had neglected this blog for quite sometime and decided to,come back on a regular basis again.. life had been as usual filled with tonnes of UP and of cos' down



2 different individual coincidentally asked if i still remember.. although i as usual laugh it off but deep inside i would never forget..
thanks for giving me the past memories.. 
這幾年幸苦了...

 [你還是要幸福]

Trying to do this in my current shitty new office, no longer in Vships anymore thou. And this feeling rocks ttm ! Happiest time in this office as all the access are 'remove-ed' in my frigging com - only MINE frigging com have no access in anything.. Fuck their fucking life ! *

The things that happened recently in my FUP life is suffocating me. On and on and on, I reliased the changes in me. I'm no longer who i used to be.

Many BFF of mine realised the changes in me too. Tried to advise & be there, but nothing works. What I worried most is my best-of-best-est friend, DEPRESSION.

I seriously hope that I will not suffer from depression anymore !





I do not know if I would still have the strength & ability to win this war again.

I feel exhausted to cope with the EVERYTHING that happened.

[ DEPRESS-ED ]

To: Erlinda Lee


Darling,

Thanks for letting me know how important I'm to you in your life. Just to let you know that you are 1 of my most precious friend I obtain in my Felicious life.

I'm sorry, I let you shed your tears in public during our happy shopping day. Sorry that I made you worried & disappointed. But your tears allow me to understand truly how deep our bond is even though we're all tied up with different priority in life now.

Thanks for letting me know that wonderful friendship still do exist in my life.
Thanks for letting me know that someone out that still cares & love me.
Thanks for letting me know that ** ** *** ***** ** ** ** ****.
Thanks for letting me know that I'm not alone.
Thanks for letting me know that you'll always still be there no matter what happens.


A very big hug and thank you for all the love, care & concern, advise, scoldings & lecture.

Thanks for all the Sunshine & Rainbow today !

Love You Darling <3











XOXO,
BbFeL :D

God, if you really love me, bring me along with you ..

Sometimes I just hate growing up way too fast than the rest of the people around my age ! I just hope time can slow down for me so those behind me could catch up in par with me ~


Relief me from all those different different kind of (Big & Small) stress please !!! I need a real real real break-free from all this so call "RESPONSIBILITIES" from a grown-up !!!



P/S: I'm not being emotional here... just felt REAL tired being an adult !

My congratulation to [Vion & Larry] & their new-born babyboy (Davis), [Eve & Andy] & their babygirl (Kaixuan) ~*

More to come !!! :D - Awaiting for sister Fion's !!!

Wedding, wedding & MORE weddings !!!
Babies, babies & MORE babies !!

I'm gonna be an old hag SOON !!! There's more n more cuties out there calling me 'Auntie' !! GOSH *

Judging by the rate of my friends getting married these days, I can predict that i won't have many or rather, ANY 'Jie-Mei' aka 'Sisters' on MY wedding ! Will I even have a bride's mate ?! LOL !!

In the past, I kept telling my friend that I wana be the last to get married so that I can collect bigger 'Ang-bao' from them cos' their partner will definately be invited ! But somehow, I'm worried that this day will never come to me !!!

Marriage seems further n further away from me now ~ judging by the rate of my spendings, I think I can never support a kid ! -.-" I better be a good BbFel and not get anyone into this trouble with me ~ :D

P/s: DON'T BE MISTAKEN that I'm hinting to get married please ~ -.-"









[ Babies all around ]